I can’t cope

@Captain24 ! I've got the mini lego icecream truck.

Pink ice cream trucks have a lot of significance in my MH journey as you know 🙂

Jett is gorgeous.

Who's the dominant one?

I hope you can get in there @Bow. It’s hard when you aren’t feeling good though. However it may be a distraction.

Every time I see an ice cream truck I think of you @tyme and then I picture a muddy Pix!

I did see the mini ice cream truck and wondered if you had it.

Jett is a little bit cute. He is playful and I think it’s a little too much for Pix as she is still locked up for another 2 weeks. She did let him know, when I took them both out to the toilet, who is boss!

The pup mum is getting tomorrow is 8 months old so it will be interesting the dynamics between all 3!

Rewind...rewind.... you are going to have 3 dogs? @Captain24

Yeah.. @tyme I bought mum a Japanese Chin for Christmas. The same as Angel but black and white. She is 8 months old.

So on Monday mum has to deal with her 8 month old that she needs to train to her house rules, a 9 week old Jett that needs lots of training and a lame Pix that needs rehab exercises! Good luck to her! 😂

I know I paint them in a bad light with what they have done and continue to do to me but at the same time they can be really good too. I need to try and remember the good things, not just the harsh, critical things. However, they are more dominant and more frequent.

I am doing so much better so far tonight. I’ve been able to hold conversations and not just angry outbursts! They are still in there but I have a little bit more control over them

Awwww! How exciting!

Your mum will have her hands full! What a sweet gesture.

I can't wait to see the doggie family photo 🙂 I would like to see the extended family, but can't because of anonymity... so the doggie family will have to do 🙂

@Captain24 I'm so pleased for you tonight. You deserve the reprieve.

Hugs. I'm hopping offline now. But will catch you over the wkend.

I’ll do my best on Sunday to get a family photo @tyme.

Thanks so much for your support through this mess. I appreciate it.

Have a good night.

Hi @Captain24 , I was sorry to read aboput your distress earlier in the week 😢

But happy to see that yesterday you saw your CM and it seemed a better day for you?

Sending wishes for your next 4 weeks without your CM...

Thanks @NatureLover

How are things going for you?

Im lucky though as my psych, GP and dietitian aren’t taking any time off so I still have them.

Im really struggling with the distress today. At least I had a day of reprieve.

Im back to where I was. The complete self-hatred and the anger are out of control.

Heya @Captain24

I was popping by and saw your post. I'm sorry this is another rollercoaster of a day.

Is there anything helpful you can do to give yourself a bit more space?

Is it today you are getting the other dog?

Hi @tyme

Ive just woken up from a nap.

Things are really bad.

Mum has picked up her dog. She is 10 months old, filthy dirty and very sullen. She will get use to her new home and new people it will just take some time.