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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Yeah poor mum @Eve7. A 9 week old pup, a lame Pix and an 8 month old pup. She’ll be glad when I finish the block! 😂

Sorry you haven’t been sleeping well.. My CM suggested it could be the weather. I don’t know if that resonates with you. I sleep in sounds so good and a chilled weekend. I hope it stays chilled for you. Have you finished all the Christmas stuff? Sorry if you don’t do Christmas.

Lunch and dinner are at my house this year so all I have left is the food shopping. Mum and dad get their present tomorrow, my brothers will arrive mid January and I’ll just send my niece some money.

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Hi @Captain24

How are you? it's been a few weeks since we last spoke, sounds like you have a lot to look forward to with the chrissy holidays. Very excited for you xxx

What did you get pix?

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Hey @Melbcoffeesnob

It has been a while. It’s been a while since I have really spoken to anyone. I haven’t been in the right headspace for being on here. I’m still not sure I am but at least I finally have the strength to try.

Chrissy is only my parents and one of dad’s sisters. But I will go all out with lunch.

Pix and Jett are just getting a Christmas toy each off me and one each off my parents. Pix will get some meat an veg from the baked lunch. Not sure if I will give some to Jett yet, I think he is a little bit little.

Hoe have you been?

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@Captain24 !!!!!!

Do you have a new baby, Jett?????!!!

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Yes @tyme. Pix now has a brother. I don’t think she appreciates it much though! 😂 My other present to myself is Lego.. the home alone house. It has a lot of meaning to it. So you were right on both! 😜

Im not sure that my headspace is right for a pup at the moment but I just have to find the strength from somewhere. Where.. I’m not sure. There isn’t a whole lot there.

Mum gets her Christmas present tomorrow.


Oh.. I did see my CM this morning and it did help a little. At least I can hold a conversation at the moment. I am starting to loose it though.

Anyway.. how are you? And the fam.. inlaws? I haven’t asked you that question in a long time.

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What!!!!???? NO WAY!!!! @Captain24

Good on you!

Pomeranian?

I'm so so excited for you!

Oooo le-go (let's go) with the Lego!

I'm smiling so much. Hope this will be a bit of a healer at this time. I know it can be very hard 🙂

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He is ADORABLE! I just found the photo @Captain24 !

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 He’s the same as Pix. A long-haired chihuahua. @tyme.

My team think it will be good for me. I’m hoping so. I just hope I don’t ruin him by not being in the right space.

I saw this on Facebook and thought of you. An ice cream truck made out of Lego.

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Oh @Captain24 i just caught up on the news of your new man…. Furbaby! He is super tiny and cute! I’m sure pix will be a bit jealous! But hopefully they get on really well! Is your mum getting a new pup too?? Did I read that??

oh and that ice cream van! I seen that on FB today too.

I think we are going to venture into the city Sunday (if I can get my shit together) and visit the Lego store and look at all the city Christmas stuff- promised daughter we would do that before Christmas and just looked at my calendar for next week and I have something on every day!

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