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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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BowSenior Contributor

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Yeah things are pretty rough. Not really ok. Feeling the downward spiral and the inevitable. Safe tonight though

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Im glad you’re safe @Bow. Would just going to bed help? Do you have much on tomorrow?

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tymeModerator

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Hey @Captain24 - sounds like a good plan with the tweaking of the meds. I'm glad you have your CM to talk to. Sounds like you've had a very productive day! Are you working 3 shifts this week?

@Bow - hugs. I'm glad to hear you are safe. At the same time, I recognise how hard it is for you tonight. Anything I can do to ease the pain a bit??

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BowSenior Contributor

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I’m in bed already @Captain24 fan on and snuggled under the covers.
I see my CM first thing tomorrow and then my dietitian. I’ve had a lot of appointments this week, have appreciated the support, but I am tired! Just want a day at home!

@tyme I don’t think so.

think I shall roll over and just try and sleep. Good friends.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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No I only did 2. @tyme. Monday was a disaster. I was so angry at nothing. Then my boss told me to do a job that wasn’t really right. Then another girl got in my water cart and absolutely abused me for not doing where I should have. I gave it back to her ten fold! I have expected to be called into HR. But I wasn’t.

There was a form I hadn’t signed so when I went in I asked if tonight was available for annual leave so I took it. I started holidays as of last night!

I keep having energy to burn and I’m not sleeping but my mood is out of control. I go from being ok to have sh urges and anywhere in between over the course of a day. But it’s not a gradual change it’s rapid and not in any sort of order.

My CM asked me today if I knew I could change things. I didn’t realise. I told her that I was just following what was set. So it’s up to me if I want to change things around. So I’m going to try take one morning med at my old dose and leave the other the same to see if I can figure out what is causing it.

I was suppose to see the Pdoc tomorrow but it has been cancelled. I now see her in 3 weeks.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Goodnight @Bow.

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tymeModerator

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Please take care @Bow . Have a good rest. Hope to chat more tomorrow. Sorry... Wednesdays are a bit chaotic for me 🙂

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Oh well

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I don’t matter anyway

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Hi @Captain24

Wishing you a good day today hon 💗💗

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