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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I just looked it up and it’s not on Netflix. @Jynx

I’ll go through the psychological thrillers and see if there is anything. If it’s a safe way then it’s worth a try! I’m willing to give anything a go.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?

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I think it's on Stan @Captain24. There is another horror movie I love that's on Netflix though, it's called Annihilation. It's a bit more body horror, scifi vibes. But it's really good.

Hmm tomorrow I will probably be tryna clean house for landlord coming on Friday. Then just workin, so here! What about you?

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I’ll have a look @Jynx

urghh.. I don’t miss landlords visits! It’s great. It’s so hard for inspections. I’m a perfectionist so I would expect my place to be absolutely spot on. I’d start a week before and do walls and stuff. But on the day I’d go way over the top. Like I’d vacuum then mop then vacuum again.

I am really really hoping that I have to stay indoors all day. There is rain predicted and we desperately desperately need it. That bushfire is still burning but it is under control.

I thought I might wash my car to encourage it!!

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@Captain24 yeah I would love to not have to rent, but alas these days the prospect of owning a home just seems sooooo out of reach.

It's not technically an inspection, he's coming around to look at the myriad of maintenance issues. But I still don't want him to think I'm a poor tennant and try to kick me out. So, cleaning.

Aww I hope you get a decent downpour! It has been raining off and on a lot here. It even hailed twice in the last week! Been wild. I need to wash my car really badly too haha. So much to clean, so little time!

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Anywho I am off for tonight @Captain24!! Catch you soon 💜

@tyme is around if you need support 😊

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I was lucky. @Jynx. I got in just before the massive boom we had here. My value has gone up a couple of hundred grand in 2 years. But I do have a good job and live in the country! Melbourne would be too expensive.


This time last year I was driving through flood waters. @tyme wasn't impressed! Lol. But we haven’t really had much rain since then. We have had the odd rainy days but nothing to keep us going. My tank is empty, it’s ok I just switched over to town water. Farmers are having to buy water as their tanks are empty.

Both my cars need a really good wash. I do have it planned to be done before I go away.

At least they are only checking maintenance. My old landlord would pop in occasionally just to look at things. I’d scrub the place! I still do if someone is coming.

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Hey @Captain24

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Heya @Captain24 !

I've had such a BIG day... just thing after thing after thing. I haven't even stopped for dinner yet lol.

How's things?

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Hey @Bow @Snowie 🙂

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Hey @Bow Im reading you are struggling a bit too. I hope things get easier for you. Anything I can do?

Hey @tyme A big day is hard and exhausting but sometimes we need it. I’ve done all my housework except vacuuming. Pixie gets scared of it and she isn’t ok so I didn’t want to upset her.

I also had a phone call with my CM which put a few things into perspective. But I’m not sure she gets where things are at. But I am going to change my morning medication doses. Just to see if I can find a better balance

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