I can’t cope

That sounds like a lovely rest of your day! I bought some diamond art because I was inspired by the forums members that do it - but I am yet to give it a try. I hope Pix is okay, good idea to let her be and she will come when she is ready ❤️

Yes! I am very excited to do a sauna, I've heard it's really good for your mental health too 🙂 @Captain24

How has work been for you recently?

I hope you get through the list @Captain24 Please don't be too hard on yourself if you don't get everything done. We are not super human!

Pix is probably missing her. They pick up on so much too.

It is Son's birthday today so we are having take away and a cake. It will just be us and my mum.

Tomorrow afternoon I have my psych appt. She wanted H to come to it but I've said no.

You should give it a try. @amber22. I hated it when I started but then discover how mindful it is.

I’m hoping Pix will be fine soon. She is just grieving but it’s hard to watch.

You'll have to let me know how the sauna goes!

Work has been sort of ok. I haven’t been enjoying it. On Monday I was really angry for no reason (turns out it was bipolar!) A girl had a go at me and was so rude. So I went back at her 10 fold. I was so bad that I thought she would take me to HR. So yesterday I decide to see if tonight was available to take off and it was so I started my annual leave from last night. I don’t go back for 15 days. So hopefully things will feel better when I get back.

I will be @Snowie. Lol. I have 2 cars to wash and polish! I don’t usually do my 2nd car but dad is taking it when he goes off to radiation.

She is deeply missing her. I’d only had her a couple of weeks when Angel came into our lives, so she doesn’t remember a time without her. I’m hoping the holiday will help her. She loves it there so I’m hoping that distracts her from missing her mate.

Happy Birthday to your son! 16? What takeaway and cake are you having? We usually did just us for birthdays and it was always our choice for dinner. I remember one time when we were older, I think my brother was 18, so I was 20 and he wanted to go away one weekend and my birthday fell on that weekend, he asked me if it was ok to go! Obviously I said yes. But it was nice of him to check.

Our birthdays were always our day and it was made to feel special.

Dogs pick up on grief so quickly @Captain24 Hopefully the time away helps her.

Yes he is turning 16. Going in tomorrow afternoon to organise for him to get his learners permit. Another one to teach how to drive!

We are having pizza and chocolate cake. His choice. They always get to choose what's for tea.

He will probably have some friends over next weekend for a sleepover.

I’m hoping she comes around soon @Snowie. She is due for her vaccination so I have to take her to the vet on Friday. I have requested a female vet. She is going to be traumatised enough without adding a male to the picture.

Pizza and chocolate cake sounds so good! My favourite cake is Woolies mud cake!!

Just think. It’s the last one to teach to drive. Does he already know how to drive or are you starting from the beginning?

I never had sleepovers when I was younger. I wasn’t allowed to have anyone at the house. I only went to 4 as I wasn’t usually allowed to go.

I’ve been in the sun and got the washing off the line. I’ve decided to iron it tomorrow. I don’t feel up to it at the moment.

Any plans for tomorrow?

I'm sure she will be fine @Captain24 I guess like us it just takes time.

He has been riding motorbikes since he was about 6 so should be ok. We have a park that has a carpark near us so will drive around there before we hit the roads.

I want to go to kmart in the morning and then have my pscyh in the afternoon. Not sure how that appt. will go. No doubt she will want to do some more EMDR but will just see how I feel.

At least he has a little idea @Snowie. Is he learning a manual it automatic? I had no idea and learnt in a manual! This is the first car I’ve owned that is an automatic and that’s only because the model I wanted was only auto.

Sounds like you have a few things to do tomorrow

Kmart sounds good. I hope you get something for yourself. I went on Friday and got myself some summer pjs. I also got myself a shirt at RB sellers too so that was nice. It made me feel good!

Good luck with your psych appointment. I hope it goes ok and isn’t too much for you. Have you told her yet that H can’t make it?

We have no manuals @Captain24 so will have to be an auto. If he wants a manual license then I will get him some driving lessons.

I love kmart. Good stuff but cheap!

I haven't told her that H won't be there tomorrow. Guess she will find out when I arrive.

I guess so @Snowie.

You asked me the other day for something you don’t know about me. I thought of something. I can sew. I can also make costumes and basic things with out a pattern, I create my own.