I can’t cope

I’ve tried so hard @Snowie. I have them all here right now. They are annoying me as my mum and my brother know everything about everything.

I can’t wait to be on my own!!

I hope today is going ok for you.

You are getting there @Captain24 Almost over. Closer to the end then the beginning.

Sounds like my mum too, a know it all.

Yay!! I’m finally home alone @Snowie. My self care is a nap before dinner at mums.

Im sooo tired. I think it’s all catching up with me. Especially last night. I’ve nearly made it though. Just a meal of 3 is much easier. As long as they aren’t fighting.

Thanks so much for helping me through it. I can’t wait until 7pm then it’s all over!!!!

Yay @Captain24 😀 nap well!

it’s been a huge few days for you and you have done so well to get through it all. You should be proud of yourself!

The finish line is in sight!!

Well done for getting this far @Captain24

I had my nap @Bow @Snowie. I even had a dream which is unusual for me.

I’ve just been and got some salad stuff for work tomorrow.

I do think I have done pretty well for my ridiculously busy 5 days off. All the social stuff, all my appointments with regulars and meeting my new dietitian. Except for my complete meltdown last night. But being with them is generally hard, just not that bad. I had also put too much pressure on myself.

It has been full on and hard. Especially when I couldn’t stop and couldn’t sleep. I do think last night has sent me into that crash though. Which is not helpful since I go back to work tomorrow.

Glad you had a nap @Captain24 hopefully that helped a little.

You have done extremely well the last 5 days. Sometimes our days off are harder then being at work. You have almost made it hon, just tea to get through now.

Hopefully you get a good nights sleep tonight to be refreshed for work tomorrow.

Glad you got a nap in @Captain24

hopefully your crash isn’t too bad and it doesn’t get impact you and your work too much. You start on day shift?

I hope I can just push through it @Bow. I am slowly learning how to work through it a little. Sometimes I can do it and sometimes I can’t. But at least it’s a little bit of progress.

I start on day shift. I have two then only one nightshift as I took the second one off because I have a Pdoc appt.

Dinner at my olds tonight was heartbreaking. It was sad to walk into the house with all of Angels things gone.

But the hardest part was Pix. She didn’t handle it real well. She would even eat her dinner. She usually Hoovers it. She finally did eat but very slowly and just sat on her blanket on the kitchen floor and was miserable.

Im crying even typing this. It just broke my heart with how hard it was for her.

But on a good note all my obligations are finished. I’m still struggling with what happened last night. I should be use to it by now but it was just so much worse.