FORUMS

Connect with people who understand what you are going through, seek advice and surround yourself with support. We're free, anonymous, and professionally moderated 24/7.

  • 47,612Members
  • 1,358,869Posts
  • 1,400,000Visitors
Something’s not right

I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

29184 replies

6,551 - 6,560 of 29,184

In response to: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Thank you @fluffylight.

Enjoy dinner and sleep well

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Anyone around

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Hey @Captain24 I'm here now, just till 10pm. How you travelling? How's lil Pix?

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Im in a desperate need for distraction @Jynx. Im doing my best to surf the urge.

Pix is good. I think she’s glad to be home early since I didn’t go to work.

How are you?

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Good on you @Captain24 for riding that wave. I imagine it feels like riding the Banzai Pipeline - but you got this, and I got a jet ski to come scoop you up if you fall off 😋

Haha aww lil Pix getting extra cuddles! Yeah my cats can be similar, though I work from home most of the time and well, they're cats so they're naturally aloof 😂 But they do seem more clingy if I've been out a lot, or away.

I'm not too bad, just drowning in life admin a little at the moment. I keep ticking off tasks and then it's like a task-hydra, where you complete one task and three more emerge to take its place. Just trying to take it one day at a time!

Do you have much on this week? Got any nice walks planned for you and your lil fuzzy pal?

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

I could need the jet ski @Jynx

She was stoked when mum dropped her off this afternoon. Furbabies are funny little creatures. They just like to know you are around

aargh admin stuff.. I feel your pain. I had to do homework for an event I’m going to tomorrow. That was hard enough. Plus triggering. It was a questionnaire on personality traits. I don’t have a personality so that was difficult.

I have a psych appt tomorrow as well.

I might take Pix for a walk either early in the morning or late tomorrow afternoon. It’s been quite warm here. I burnt my butt laying in the sun!

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

@Captain24 I'm giving you a lil tow to get you started on surfing the next one then. Nyoomm!

Hehe yeah they're so cute when they're extra affectionate! So funny to witness their moods change and their little personality quirks.

Aww that's rough, I get so frazzled by questionnaires. I have to disagree on the notion that you don't have a personality though! You're generous and caring, you love animals and nature... and I kinda imagine that when your mh isn't kicking your butt you have an adventurous spirit. Am I on the money with that one? Plus you always have time to chat to folks here who are also going through it, which speaks to your empathy and compassion.

Oh no! Burnt butt is no fun, you might end up sitting funny for a few days 😂

I am off for tonight, another @moderator will be around soon if you need. I hope your session goes well tomoz and that you enjoy a nice warm walk with Pix in the park tomorrow. Maybe take some time to stop n smell the flowers, since spring has sprung!

I will catch you tomorrow 💜

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Thanks @Jynx

The highest personality trait I got was honesty. So I guess that’s a plus.

Yeah I can be adventurous and if I can admit it to myself you are in the money

Have a good night

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Morning @Captain24

Hoping last night ended well for you hon.

Wishing you a good day today 💌💌

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

I took the prn im not supposed to take @Snowie


I just had a psych appt it went ok. But mostly we talked about my eating and I’m over hearing about it.

My anxiety is way out of control right now. My head is spinning, I’m shaking, I’m sweating, my heart is racing and I have massive chest pain.

I have a work event to go to in an hr. Im not sure that any of the people I’m usually with will be there. Im going to be sitting in my own in the corner. Im so scared to go but I said I would be there so I have too.

6,551 - 6,560 of 29,184