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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
Are you free to chat tomorrow? even before or after the PGC? @Captain24
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
Yeah @tyme. I’m off tomorrow so I’m free anytime. I’ll try and be on the PGC as well. A chat would be nice.
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tymeModerator
Re: I can’t cope
Sure thing 🙂 I'll msg when I'm on @Captain24
Please take care.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
Just seen my current CM for the last time. She said I obviously don’t want to get better. That I continue to self sabotage. I have left feeling really horrible. Since it’s my own fault I guess I don’t deserve to have any support.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I guess I’m not helping myself but I’m going back to bed. I feel really defeated and broken after the appt. I can no longer function and I don’t care to be alive.
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