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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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fluffylightSenior Contributor11 Sept 2023, 7:52 pm AEST

Re: I can’t cope

Me too!! The chilli is too good

Thank you @Captain24

Hoping you have a restful night ahead x

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Captain24Senior Contributor11 Sept 2023, 8:03 pm AEST

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I can’t stay up anymore @fluffylight. My thoughts are becoming really intense. So I’m going to bed. Plus Pix is still not well so I think she needs her rest.

I hope you have a good night.

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Captain24Senior Contributor11 Sept 2023, 8:21 pm AEST

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I’ve just gotten into bed and the room is spinning. It’s like being drunk but I haven’t had a drink for over 15 months.

Maybe my eating issues are becoming extreme. Before all this started I use to be able to switch from nightshifts back to a regular routine so easily.

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fluffylightSenior Contributor11 Sept 2023, 8:37 pm AEST

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That sounds awful @Captain24
Sorry 😞 just when you were going into bed..

Are you happy with nightshifts?

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Captain24Senior Contributor11 Sept 2023, 9:07 pm AEST

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I feel terrible @fluffylight. I feel really off. I can barely lift my head off the pillow. The room won’t stop spinning

Im ok with nightshifts. They are hard but it has to be done as they are part of my roster and I don’t have a choice.

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JynxModerator11 Sept 2023, 9:24 pm AEST

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Aww hope you feel better @Captain24 being dizzy and lightheaded is no fun at all 💜

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Captain24Senior Contributor12 Sept 2023, 10:42 am AEST

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Feeling pretty low today. I should be doing housework but all I want to do is stay on the lounge. I need to go down the street to get some things but I really just can’t be bothered.

Pix is really sick. She isn’t eating, which is a huge red flag. She loves her food and is overweight. Missing meals is ok but it’s not like her.

It could be a long day.

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Captain24Senior Contributor12 Sept 2023, 2:59 pm AEST

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I’ve had enough. I’m in bed and have bad chest pains, I think it’s only my lack of diet though. Hopefully they take me out.

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BowSenior Contributor12 Sept 2023, 3:15 pm AEST

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@Captain24 😢

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JynxModerator12 Sept 2023, 3:21 pm AEST

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@Captain24 Hey hun I am sitting with you. So sorry that you're feeling so awful right now. If your chest pains are really intense, do you think you could need medical attention? Might be worth seriously considering.

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