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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Happy to send more through @Captain24 💗💗

I'm tired. Paying for my actions from last night.

How are you going? Have you got much on?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m sorry about last night @Snowie. I really hope today is a better day for you.

Sending you lots of love and hoping you can find some light.

Im going to have a sleep this afternoon and then I have nightshift for the next 2 nights. Nightshifts are really hard for me especially when I’m in such a dark headspace. But my best friend just rang and asked me for my opinion on whether she should buy a dance studio so I’m hoping I can focus on what I think is best for her for the next 2 nights. It should take me out of my own mind.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m really struggling. The urges are really strong right now. I just wish this would stop. I’m tired of constantly fighting myself.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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I'm sorry you are feeling this way @Captain24

It is hard when those urges consume us.

I hope you are able to sleep this afternoon and can get through the next two nights at work.

Sitting with you hon 💕💕

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I had a good sleep @Snowie but I’ve woken up so tired and with a headache. I guess it is what it is.

I just wish for this urge to stop. It used to happen as the day went in but now I’m waking with it.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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The urges are hard to deal with @Captain24 especially when we get no break from them.

I hope your shift tonight goes ok and you can manage your headache hon.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m getting ready to head off. I’m hoping that the night passes by quickly. I’ve put on weight in the last few days with everything revolving around food. It’s not helping my mood. I feel so disgusting. So I hope cutting back doesn’t affect my night. I need to get use to it again.

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JynxModerator

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@Captain24 sitting with ya hun 💜 Be gentle and kind with yourself tonight if you can.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Hope your shift went ok at work @Captain24 and that you were able to get some sleep afterwards.

Sending lots of 💕💕

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I haven’t had much sleep today. I just couldn’t get to sleep and stay asleep. I nodded off driving last night. Tonight is going to be a real struggle.

The urge is overwhelming strong today.

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