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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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When you are with community health especially in the country there is no shopping for a different CM. @fluffylight. We are lucky to even have a mental health department within Comm Health.

The town I live in has about 10 000 people and that includes the villages around. I’m in central NSW. Where roughly do you live?

Sorry to hear about your mum. That must be hard. I hope she has a great team behind her. Plus your siblings are getting to that difficult age!!!

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Ohh hugs @fluffylight 🥰

Sorry to hear about your mum xx , I became carer for my mum until this year when the doctors said that she needed more care

Hope you have some support my friend xxx

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I’m trying to be careful @Bow. When the dietitian said I needed an assessment the first person I thought of was you. It is concerning. But I haven’t really been honest for a while. I think it’s more disordered eating and body image. I hope it is anyway.

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I have a blood tests to do tomorrow @Captain24 , @fluffylight for my check ups 🙃 thinking that my numbers will all be too high but the the doctor appointment next week to find out

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Oh hugs @Shaz51. I really hope they aren’t up. You deserve some relief and some good news for a change.

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Thank you @Shaz51

How is caring for you mother going for you?

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Ah.. yes @Captain24

Thank you for clarifying that with me.. I had CM's through youth based services where I think once I was able to shop around to find someone that understands my needs at the time.

I'm around Greater Sydney on Gadigal land! 🙂

Thank you for your kind words. They're getting to that difficult age!!

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It is still ongoing @fluffylight , even though mum is now in the aged care part of our local hospital

And my specialist has put me on the DSP pension and still be self employed but had to cut back alot because of my physical problems and my husband mental illness

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Yeah country life can be hard with supports @fluffylight. I was born out here so it’s home plus I have a really good job. 2 years ago I built my first home out here.

Im on Wiradjuri land!

I’m 4hrs from Sydney about 3.5 from

Penrith. I don’t get to the city often. I’m not a fan of the bustle and hustle. When I go on holidays it’s usually to the Hunter coast.

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