I can’t cope

I trust you and believe in you!

How can I best support you tonight?

You said the chemist closes at 6pm.. what are some ways we can get through this?

@Captain24

Those pill organisers are good @Captain24

At least it can keep you on track.

I believe you can do this

Thank you so much for believing in

me. @Snowie @fluffylight. I need you to please.

I need to keep distracted @fluffylight. I need help with that please.

Sorry for being so needy right now.

Im totally broken

Im so sorry

I am inspired by your ability to ask for what you need, it's something I need to work on myself. @Captain24 Thank you for asking for what you need 💛

How is Pixie doing??

Giving hugs to the part of you that feels broken 🤗

I’m not really good at asking @fluffylight. I rarely reach out to numbers and I haven’t even let my CM know how bad it is. To ask for help means I’m really desperate.

Pixie is doing well. She had an awesome play date with her boyfriend yesterday and hoping to have another one tomorrow afternoon. After mums dog leaves.

Dad has a specialist appointment tomorrow to see if the last test has shown if his cancer has spread. Hopefully we find out when he can have is prostate taken out.

How are you? I don’t really know much about you other than you are really supportive.

Is reaching out to your CM something you like to do? @Captain24

What kind of dog is Pixie and how old is she? She sounds really cute

How are you feeling about Dads appointment tomorrow?

Thank you for asking about me 💛

Today went a bit slow and felt a bit down about myself today.. believe it or not it was actually related to my body image 🙈 but hopping onto the forums makes the day feel nicer.

Hello and hugs @Captain24 🥰

Hello @fluffylight

@Shaz51 Hello!

How did me time go today??

Had a 4 hour cleaning job this morning @fluffylight

Then had lunch

Then unexpected visitors turned up after lunch

Then got a phone call from the hospital about mum , so had to go there

Home now and dinner in the oven

Feeling very tired now

How are you xx

Pixie is a long haired chihuahua and has just turn 4. @fluffylight. She has been my saviour.

I have an appointment with my CM on Thursday. She isn’t as good as my old one. My old one use to check in when I’m not doing well. This one says I can email her but I’m just not as comfortable.

Im a little anxious about it as all the signs have said it should have spread but at this stage every test has shown it hasn’t but we get the results of the last one tomorrow. He still has one more to go next week.

I sorry you were a little down on yourself. I hope I didn’t trigger that. Also I looked at the links you sent me last night. It was very interesting. I do think I have a pretty big problem.

Im glad you are enjoying the forums. It’s so nice to hear.

Do you have any pets or kids?