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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Thanks @Snowie.

I’ve been doing diamond art since 7. At least it’s a distraction.

Dinner should be ok. I guess it means I’ll finally eat something. I haven’t been eating much lately. Maybe I’ll lose some weight. I need to lose a lot.

I hope you are ok and having an ok day.

Sending you good thoughts

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It sounds like a good distraction @Captain24

I have one at home but haven't started it yet.

I find it hard to eat when my depression is high. I think it affects a lot of people. Hopefully it is something nice.

Been food shopping with D.

Now made a nest on the couch, not really planning on moving. To cold and wet here.

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It’s fairly sunny here but not overly warm. @Snowie.

I hope you enjoy your nest.

I need to keep going with the diamond art. I can’t write why on here or my post will get deleted again.

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Do whatever you need to do @Captain24 to get through.

There are things I want to say on here too, but I know I can't. I understand it is for everyone's safety and anonymity.

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I get it @Snowie. I just have to hold it all in.

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It is hard to hold it all in @Captain24

My psych explained it like is a cup of water. Sometimes we can control how much water is in the cup but there are times where that cup overflows. This is when we need to try and tip out some of that water. To let some of it go.

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I’m too much of a problem. I’ll just disappear.

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You're not a problem hon @Captain24

Our mind sometimes plays tricks on us, wanting us to believe things about ourselves.

How is Pix going?

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Hi @Snowie @Captain24 ,

Hope you are both treading above water. It sounds tough right now.

Do you have anything planned for the rest of the day? What time are you going to your parents’ @Captain24 ?

Hugs.

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Hi @tyme

Trying not to drown in all the mess my life is at the moment.

How are you going?

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