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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 I hope your appointment goes ok this morning hon.

@tyme so true about making appointments and sticking with them. Has kept me alive too.

Sending good vibes to you both 💜

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It went ok @Snowie. She is really nice. The best part though is that she has made an appointment with me for the 29th but she thinks it’ll be with my regular! So she isn’t away for too long!

How are you today?

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Thats good that she was nice @Captain24 Hopefully the next appt. is with your regular. No it isn't too far away.

I am just tired, not much sleep last night.

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I’m sorry you are still having trouble sleeping @Snowie. I didn’t sleep well today. So it’s going to make nightshift really hard!

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I actually feel a little positive, at the moment, that things may actually improve.

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Did you have an appointment with your fill-in psych? @Captain24 Glad you feel better.

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Hi @tyme

Yeah I did. She was nice. Way too positive for me lol. But she convinced me that starting with a psychologist is a huge step in the right direction. We just talked about stuff and nothing really important. But I do feel a bit better for it.

Also my CM isn’t away for long. This one booked in an appointment for the 29th and she isn’t sure whether it’s her or my regular. I feel better for knowing that she will be back soon. It’s stopped the distress I was feeling.

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Hahahah @Captain24 - "too positive". Maybe it's what you needed at that time.

It is good to have a regular, but it's also good to have others as well sometimes.

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@Captain24

Wishing you a good day today hon

Sending lots of love 💜💜

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Hey @Captain24 ,

How are things going for you today?

Hi @Snowie , How are you?

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