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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I love the sun @tyme @Shaz51. I even had shorts on today it was that warm, and paddled in the water when I took Pix to the beach.

Mum sent me photos of the foggy cold morning at home. I sent her a picture of a beautiful clear blue sky and said ‘it’s a shitty morning here too’ she sent back ‘bitch’.

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So how have your days been @Shaz51 @tyme ?

Hiws your mum @Shaz51

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I sent her a picture of a beautiful clear blue sky and said ‘it’s a shitty morning here too’ she sent back ‘bitch’. ---- 😂🤣 @Captain24 , i wish I was there

@tyme , @Captain24 , mum is more comfortable now with a pain patch and trying other medication to help

had the afternoon off which was good

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That’s good that she is more comfortable @Shaz51. I hope they can help

her with new medications. How are you coping?

Do you do anything for your free afternoon? How’s Mr Shaz going?

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@Captain24

have mixed feelings my friend , i am glad that my mum is more comfortable now but feeling sad that she is deteriorating

and am feeling very tired from the events of this week

so it was good just to do nothing this afternoon and because it was raining , it was a goo reason to sit down and do nothing but watch tv and be on the computer @tyme

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It’s so sad @Shaz51 when they start to deteriorate. It’s understandable that you are tired. It’s a really stressful time for you. I’m glad that you allowed yourself time to try and recuperate. Maybe the rain is a blessing in disguise

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Maybe the rain is a blessing in disguise -- very true @Captain24

fingers crossed that we can have a little sunshine over the weekend will be nice 😍

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The sunshine does help with feeling better I think @Shaz51. It’s suppose to shower here tomorrow but I’m hoping my last day is as nice as today.

Apparently whales have been spotted around here so I’m going to the 2 places where they have been sighted.

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sunshine does make a difference i think too @Captain24

and I have my fingers and toes crossed for you tomorrow that it will not rain xx

hope you see the whales tomorrow my friend

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Hopefully all keeps going well @Shaz51. I’ve tried so hard to get here. It wasn’t easy to go away on my own. I struggled for the 3 nights at the last place and this one was my last chance to stay out of hospital.

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