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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
That is sooooo tough @Captain24 . We are with you. Please know you are not going through this alone.
I'm reading today has been hard for both @Snowie and @Captain24😞
I'm here for you both.
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
Ohh sitting with you @Snowie , @Captain24 xxxx
@tyme 🥰
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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Thanks @tyme. In the outside world I’ve never felt so alone. Something has to give soon. I wish my CM wasn’t away. I hate what this is doing to me and how I’m presenting myself on here. I’m ashamed.
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tymeModerator
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@Captain24 - I really hope you get reprieve soon... it's been a long time now. You have been so strong even if you do not think so.
@Shaz51 - how's mum today? and how are you today?
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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Nothing broken @tyme
Just very sore and tired, saw 2 doctors today and they say mum is one very strong lady xx
She does not weigh much now but she drank half a cup of tea with me and an arrowroot biscuit
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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Me @tyme , I am feeling relieved but still a bit awww but it could just be the aftermath of the last couple of days xxxx
Still having trouble with her bowels
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
So do I @tyme. I’m really hoping getting away fixes even a little of it.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
What’s been happening @Shaz51
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SnowieSenior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I'm sorry to hear about your mum @Shaz51 I hope she is ok. She is so very lucky to have you caring for her 💕💕
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