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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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It is hard to function at times @Captain24 I know how hard it is to put that charade on in front of other people. But they are asking because they care about you.

Do what you need to do hon in terms of working. Have you got any sick leave at all that you could use?

Things are not good. I brought some comfort food. I made a pack with myself that if I get through 4 hours without doing anything to myself then I can have a treat!

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I do have some sick leave @Snowie. I’ll keep trying and see how I go. At least at work I can’t do anything to myself.

I like your comfort food idea. I really hope you get plenty of it today.

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Hopefully work can be a bit of a reset for you @Captain24 At least you be around people who really do care about you.

Maybe you can reward yourself with something if you get through your shift.

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I’m hoping work will allow me to just ‘forget’ for 12.5 hrs. @Snowie. I’ll reward myself by sleeping all day to start again tomorrow night. 😆

I hope you have been able to have some comfort food this afternoon.

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Hey @tyme. I know you are busy tonight and I’m off to work soon anyway. so I'm not sure when you’ll get this.

I still feel the same. There is no relief. It’s starts from the time I wake up.

I have booked my reset break with Pix for the 8th - 11th of May. So it’s it’s just over 2 weeks until we go.

Hope all is well in your world and you have a good night.

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Hugs @Captain24 . You mean so much to all of us. We want the best for you.

I'm glad to hear you have booked your circuit breaker - that's a start.

Please stay in touch and let us know how things go. We are concerned for your wellbeing.

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@Captain24 I hope work gives you a bit of a re-set.

Thinking of you hon 💜💜

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@Captain24

Hope work went ok for you and that you are catching up on some sleep 💙💙

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Work was good @Snowie. It was pretty busy so I got some relief plus I slept well today. I have woken up still the same though. It has to let up soon.

Im really hoping things are start to settle for you soon.

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Hey @Captain24 ! I was just about to message you to see how you are!

I'm not hanging around now, but I really wanted to make sure you are okay.

I'm glad that work kept you going and you had a good sleep.

Do you still enjoy your work?

If you don't hear back from me soon, I will get back when I log on next 🙂

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