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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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They smell worse… @tyme. I’ll spend the day walking through mud and goat sh*t. With the smelly buggers chewing on my clothes! It will be good…

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Oh yeah! I remember now. I was once feeding goats and they were more interested in eating the bag that the actual food! i don't know what their intestines are made of @Captain24 .

Ewwwww..... yuk.... poo, goats and mud... lovely.

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I’m definitely a country girl! @tyme. I’ll be filthy when I come home but it should be a lot of fun.

Do you do anything special for dinner tonight or is it just a normal night?

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Back to wanting to give up. Maybe I just should

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So sorry to hear. @Captain24 . I wish I could take that away from you. It's such a hard space to sit in, yet it's also one I expect will always come and go (for now any way).

Sorry, I hopped offline and just came back to pass by. OMG... am I addicted to forums or what?

I hope you get to spend some time out with the goats.

I'm not doing anything special. Someone recommended a movie to me... it's supposed to be good.... I'm bored out of my brains. I don't even understand it. This is why I don't watch movies lol.

I'd rather read. I think I'm going to turn off this 2 hour movie and go back to reading. I'll get more out of it.

My headache is still lingering though, and the rain has just started again. I love the sound of rain when sleeping.

Please please take care and I'll catchya tomorrow sometime. I'll log on to say hi 🙂

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Hi @tyme just in case you pop in. I have a funny story. I was leading a goat and it took off. I kept hold of it but I got dragged along behind it. I was like super man but dragging along the ground! It was hilarious!

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OMG! I'm laughing out loud here. I can only imagine @Captain24 That is tooo tooo funny.. a little goat dragging a full grown adult a long.

Reminds me of my labrador...it was so hard to take her for a walk. She was always dragging us.

Was it raining today?

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My knee hurts my back hurts. @tyme But it was priceless! It’s not raining yet but I think it will.

Hope you are having a good day

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When I'm on next week, I want to hear all about it @Captain24 ! Also, do you have photos? (of course, photos which do not breach anonymity).

I've never experienced a goat show before lol.

Hope you rest up and your back feels better.

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I’m home. I’m cold, tired and very sore. The best part of the day was catching up with my bestie for the first time in 12 months!

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