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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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JynxModerator

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@Captain24 I'm not too shabby hey, just a bit weary today so taking things real slow. What have you been up to today?

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creative_writerSenior Contributor

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@Captain24, non pbs is so annoying. It’s for depression and sleep. I would have to closely monitor if I do increase it so that I don’t become manic or go in a mixed episode. Though, the risk of this med is lower than other ADs. Sleep is linked with migraines too. I’m going to think over it.

I hope your back gets better 💖.

Pixie and her bf must be so cute💖. I hope you enjoy the movie and dinner.

I’m probably going to lay low and think about dinner too. Probably with either have chicken or fish with some beetroot.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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That’s good @Jynx

I had a work thing to try and sort out. I failed the medical due to my MI. The medical board want clearance. Health and safety are trying to sort it out.

Pixie had a play date with her boyfriend today so that meant I caught up with a friend. She lives 4 hrs away so I don’t see her often.

Did you get up to much today?

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JynxModerator

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@Captain24 Ahh hectic, hope it gets sorted soon hey.

Aww Pixie! That is super cute 😍 And glad you got to catch up with your friend too, sounds super lovely.

I have had a pretty quiet day myself, just been playing video games and now hangin with the forums fam 😊 Not a bad Tuesday actually!

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m just hoping they don’t suspend me again until it’s sorted. @Jynx. I can’t handle going through it all again.

It was good to catch up. I babysit Pix’s boyfriend again on Thursday before they go back.

I haven’t played video games in a long time. I’m a Mario fan. I’ll have to dig my wii out!

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’ve worked really hard to get myself into a place where I actually feel a slightly normal. I’m beginning to think that the hard work goes unnoticed. People don’t care when things are ok. I still need support too to help me stay there

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Well I don’t have breast cancer.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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@Captain24 glad to hear the good news.

I hope things went ok today. Thinking of you 💕💕

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Thanks @Snowie.

Thanks for caring.

I’m going ok at the moment. Just alone and at times I feel more alone on here lately than in my life, which is a really lonely existence, mostly just Pixie and I.

It’s probably just my head.

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tymeModerator

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Hi @Captain24 .

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