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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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that's ok @Captain24, I sent you one from another inbox. Hopefully you get that one ❤️

I'll be on tomorrow morning, so we can troubleshoot tomorrow if that's a bit easier ❤️

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awww little pixie 😍

@Captain24

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I’m going to bed I’m not much better place than last night. At least I guess I’m safe. Not by choice.

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good night @Captain24 , sitting with you

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I am so lonely, yet I’m not alone. I now get it. I no longer want to do this. I think I have had enough.

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Hey @Captain24 ,

How are you today? I've just hopped on.

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Hey @tyme .

I’m not real good hey. Monday night was really bad and I haven’t really been able to come back from it.

How are you going?

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Sorry to hear @Captain24 - did something happen on Monday?

Have you had your GS call yet?

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Nothing triggered me @tyme. I don’t even understand the spiral myself. I can’t write to much on here but I did a lot of research. It wasn’t good

My welcome to the GS went well.

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Fair enough @Captain24 . I guess the nature of MH is unpredictable. I hope you find ways to self-soothe and engage in positive self-talk so that the negativity does not become ingrained.

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