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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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She sounds very supportive and concerned about you @Captain24 It must be nice to have someone care about your wellbeing so much. I am glad you have her.

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@tyme and cooking a pasta bake. Well not really cooking but reheating.

Not in the mood to cook tonight.

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That scares me a little more @tyme. But at the same time it reassures me as to why I’m not ok. If that makes sense. Also why she rang me after the appointment. I have to take my prn tonight and see how I am tomorrow.

She is fantastic @Snowie. She knew I wasn’t ok and made us walk for the appointment as I talk better that way.

Pasta bake sounds so good. I love it!

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That is great @Captain24

I hope you can continue to see her.

It was just something I grabbed from the supermarket the other day. Put it in the oven and it's done. Don't have to think too much about it.

@tyme @Captain24 what is for tea at your house?

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I'm having carrot and potato mash with meat patties and salad @Snowie @Captain24 . My sister is cooking. I paid for my share of these meals. They are the Every Plate meals - like Hello Fresh.

Pasta bake @Snowie ! Yum...

@Captain24 - You are really lucky in be out of metro and get such incredible support.

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She wants to discharge me soon @Snowie. I’m hoping not because I feel I need her but until this set back she thought I was nearly ready.

Dinner for me is leftovers from the wake yesterday so just some party pies and sausage rolls.

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That sounds really yummy @tyme

I did Hello Fresh for awhile and the kids loved it too.

Nothing wrong with leftovers @Captain24

I hope you can have her for some time yet. She seems to make a big difference in your life.

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Discharge hurts @Captain24 . I prefer to term it 'graduated'....

And oh yeah! The funeral! How was it? Were you able to get what you needed sorted? I recognise it would be so much for you.

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It saved me from cooking @Snowie! I haven’t seen a pre-made pasta bake. That’s my type of cooking!

It went well @tyme. Everything came together in the end. The pressure got to me really badly Monday. Then last night I considered joining her. It has been really tough.

I did get to spend time with family though. Plus I mended bridges between myself and one of my aunties and uncles

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I'm glad it went ok @Captain24 and that you were able to spend time with your family.

I am just eating now and have the dog watching over me waiting for some food!!

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