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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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that sounds lovely @Captain24! And I hope the appointments helps a bit too ❤️

I sew some clothes 😊 not so much lately, but I do enjoy it. I think I'll sew a skirt out of some scrap denim I have hehe. Could turn out ugly, or it could turn out nice. I enjoy the process either way!

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That sounds like such a good idea, I will give it a try. I don't know how to make it better, I've got some ice on it right now and just took some medication! Hoping that helps soon. I hope you're having a good day so far @Captain24 ❤️

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they usually get rescheduled pretty quick @Captain24! But I imagine you were quite looking forward to getting started

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I hope it works for you @amber22 even if it’s a little bit of relief. My hip has just started but that just means there is rain coming. As for how my day is going, I’m all over the place. But I have an appointment shortly so I’m hoping she can help settle my head a little.

It’s been along process @Former-Member I reapplied on the 5th of January and only just got accepted after a push from some of you.

A skirt sounds good. I guess you just sew without a pattern? I did that with most of the dance costumes I made. Even the unitards.

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I love that phrase 'settle my head' it seems so sweet. I hope that it makes you feel a bit better too, and please try and take some time for yourself this afternoon if you can! @Captain24

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So it turns out I’m not ok. My nurse wanted to put me into hospital. She isn’t sure if I’m in a dangerous mixed state or it’s uncontrolled anxiety.

Im not to attempt diamond art because I can’t focus on anything. So some help with some mindfulness activities would be great please. I need things that take limited focus so I can gradually increase it. If I don’t I’ll end up in hospital.

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@Captain24 here with you 💌💌

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How are you @Snowie ?

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Stressed out, upset, annoyed, angry, the list can go on @Captain24

But at least I am feeling something. I guess better then feeling nothing.

How has your afternoon been?

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Feeling something is good. @Snowie. It’s a shame though that it’s not good emotions.

Is it anything you want to talk about?

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