I can’t cope

@Captain24 oh sweet, I'm so sorry that things got to this point for you. But I'm here with you ❤️.

Thank you @Lee_Lee_Light thats useful

I’m home now @MissGremlin. I organised for mum to come and feed the dogs as you always have to wait hours!!!! They dressed it and referred me to the burns unit. I rang mum and just answered with how long? I told her I was out! Never has it been so quick. Usually you aren’t even triaged in that time.

She didn’t ask if it was deliberate. Even after finding out about my mental health.

@Captain24 I'm really glad that they were so quick to dress it and that you've got a referral to the burns unit

My question here though to you is are you feeling safe being back home sweet?

Yes I’m safe now @MissGremlin

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@Captain24 I'm glad you're safe now.

I completely understand that need for the release. Whilst you might not feel regret right now, just remember those feelings can come later.

I'm sending you so much love and hugs sweetheart ❤️.

I need to organise me some dinner @MissGremlin I have strong pain relief here to take before I go to bed.

My GP will get a report tomorrow and I see him on Tuesday. I’m just going to tell him the same story I told the hospital.

My psych sent me a text today saying she got my cancellation message. She said she would respond properly tomorrow. That’s a little concerning as I only tell her the truth. I’m completely honest.

Im sorry I put this on you. You have enough to deal with. I’ll leave you alone and I’m sorry.

@Captain24 what are you doing to have for dinner tonight?

I'm glad that you have a GP a appointment on Tuesday.

It's good that you're completely honest with your psych and I hope that she's able to help you work through what's going on at the moment.

You have absolutely nothing to apologise for sweetheart, I'm here always. I wouldn't be here if I didn't want to be, I care about you sweet, alot! ❤️.

I get those urges, believe me i do, I've had them alot lately but so far I've not acted on them yet, it's come pretty close and I feel it's only a matter of time before I slip up (I'm safe).

I’ve decided not to have it @MissGremlin I just took me meds but not the ones that make me sick if I don’t eat.

The GP appointment is medical so he probably won’t ask anything and I don’t want to be taken off any of the medications that I’ve started as I need to work through this side effect and get more use to them. Surely it won’t last the whole time.

If she doesn’t ask the right questions tomorrow she won’t get the right answers. I won’t be offering her information!

It’s actually pretty concerning how much I prepared for it. With no fear and I’m just like ‘whatever’. I’m at peace with it. It has really helped. That’s really bad.

How are you going?

@Captain24 have you eaten at all today sweet?

I get not wanting to be taken off of the medications that you're on but I also know how bad some of the side effects can be pretty severe. It's why everything happened to me recently cos of the medication I started.

Please try to let your psych know where things are at for you sweet, you deserve the support.

It is concerning and I get the headsace that you're in, I also understand that being at peace with it. I just wish I could be there more for you when things get like this but I'm stuck on the other side of a screen which frustrates me.

Things are pretty tough for me, I'm just sitting here doing diamond art and dealing with nausea. I was hoping that by not having a nap today that I'd be tired but I'm not so it's going to be a long night.