I can’t cope

@Captain24 Absolutely not silly at all. They are there to listen and hold space and sometimes talking things through helps to relieve the pressure valve a little.

I hear you and see you this morning. I saw your pics of that lovely spot too.

I know it's all a bit hard and heavy this morning and yet here you are showing up sharing and doing your best.

I'm sending you all my best this morning..

Thinking of you..

We're here.

HhXx

Thank you @hopeful_hannah

I might think about it. I’m really down and just feel like crying.

It’s peaceful here but probably not a good spot soon with all the snakes.

I posted photos of the river as well. It was nice listening to the water trickling by.

I think I’m doing the right thing by sitting here. I’m hoping it counts as self care and helps me through the day.

Thank you for being here

@Captain24 Looks like a beautiful peaceful spot. 100% counts as self-care and love.

I like that you've taken this time for yourself today and are honoring how you feel. The world demands a lot from us and sometimes we need to take some time out to sit, be with what is and have a cry.

I wouldn't worry about the snake right now, it's still too cold lol..

Enjoy the peace and serenity...you deserve it.

Hh Xx

I’ve never been here before. It’s only just around the corner from my place. @hopeful_hannah

I don’t want to lose my place in my window. So I need to try. I’m just sitting in the car still here.

We have warm weather here. It’s real spring weather. I mowed the lawn yesterday in shorts and a singlet top and got all sweaty. It was nice.

I’ll see how I go. I might go out there. I’ve only ever been in winter with the dogs. So I’ve watched them. I will just have to stick to the main walking paths and not the long grass.

I don’t really want to go home.

I just did a really brave thing that I have never done before. I called my boss and asked him if I could take annual leave for the next 2 days for mental health reasons. He said no as there are already to many off and he can’t approve it. He said I could go above his head but I really don’t want that boss questioning too much. I’ve only just told him that I’m going really well and he could take me to HR.

So I guess it’s back to work tomorrow even though I’m not mentally for it. But I tried. I’d love to go and sit in the same spot again in the morning and make my way through the wetlands.

@Captain24 I hope you're doing ok sweet.

Yeah. I’m working on myself. @MissGremlin

Ive just told mum and dad I’m home, that work sent me home. I went and picked

up my dogs and we are about to take them for their last walk in the wetlands until winter.

Apparently there is a spot Pix can get in.

@Captain24 you're doing well sweet.

Hope you enjoy the walk through the wetlands.

Thanks @MissGremlin.

It was good. Mum talked the whole way though so I couldn’t really listen to just the birds.

Someone had fun

@Captain24 I'm glad it was good. Sorry that mum talked the whole way though.

Just waiting for pictures to be approved.