I can’t cope

Oh.. so you have ages to go! How big is it? @MissGremlin

That's a bugger. I hope you are ok.

Did you take the tablets this morning?

I’ve eaten 2 meals and that is HUGE for me.

@Captain24 it's 30×40cm.

Just feeling icky, lack of sleep plus being stressed. It's a really long weekend here until Tuesday and I was meant to be getting a break but now I'm not.

I didn't. I took an anti nausea one about an hour ago though.

That's fantastic, well done sweet.

That’s a shame you’re not getting a break. You need it. @MissGremlin

Well done on not taking them! It’s ok that you needed to take the anti nausea one. you needed it.

It’s a big effort for me.

Im so tired! Still an hour until I get my washing off the line!

@Captain24 I really do need it. Makes me worried about how I'll cope.

I did need it, not feeling good after eating food.

It's a huge effort and you should be so proud of yourself.

Hearing you on the tired front, I'm exhausted aswell but don't get to rest today. I did manage to do a load of washing before. Hoping you can get some rest after sweet.

We will cope together @MissGremlin Im here all weekend.

At least you have done some washing. Sorry about not getting any rest. Is that my fault?

Im sitting here thinking of if I should contact my friend or not. I was messaging her last night. She lost her nan yesterday. I was thinking of just asking if she needed a friend and would want to have lunch on Monday. But I don’t want to pressure her if she doesn’t but I want to be there for her if she wants me.

Did you show your friend the diamond art you did for her?

I’m so sorry. I’m really tired. I’ve got to get some sleep. @MissGremlin sorry to leave you.

@Captain24 thankyou sweet. I'm sorry I'm really not even feeling myself today (I'm safe).

Not cos of you at all, hard to rest with others around.

I'm so sorry to hear about your friend losing her nan. If it was me I'd just message to let her know that you're there if she needs it. It's not pressuring and leaves it up to her if she wants to have a chat or catch up. We all experience grief differently so it's hard to know.

Not yet I haven't, I plan to take it up there during the next school holidays but want to keep it a surprise. She's just gone into a psychiatric place today so she's having a hard time.

@Captain24 it's completely ok sweetheart, i hope you get lots of rest ❤️

I had a bit of sleep, about 2 hours @MissGremlin. the kids next door are out the back yard and hitting the fence. The kid in the other side was screaming so it all woke me up.

I just sat down to do more diamond art.

I’ve had to close the doors and blinds 😔

Im sorry your friend is in a psychiatric place. At least she is safe now and can be looked after.

I’ll message my friend on Saturday after I have physio and my GP appointment tomorrow. See what’s happening with my foot and if I need to have scans. Plus whatever my GP wants to do.

Im guessing it’s dinner time at your place. I hope you are all having something yummy

@Captain24 I've only just gotten home, I went out with my friend for a while, it was very much needed. I'm exhausted now though.

Oh that's frustrating about the kids either side, I'm glad you got a bit of sleep though.

It's that time of night where it starts getting cold and dark, but at least you'll be able to open them up again tomorrow.

I'm glad she's there but I know she's so worried about how it's going to go.

That sounds like a good idea. Will be good to know what's going on with your foot.

I'm about to do dinner but it's a no cook night as it's late. I'm not hungry though tonight, I just want to go to bed.