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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 that sucks that the pain is worse, hoping you can get a doctors appointment sweet.

Computer work is hard and definitely makes you tired just sitting there staring at a screen.

Things are feeling really heavy today, last night was rough. I'm safe, about to head home and I'll do my dishes then wait for my doctors appointment at 9.30.

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I really hope they do let you get home earlier, it sounds like you could really use the rest. I’m sorry you’re in so much pain, especially when it’s making it so difficult to walk and even get your work boots on ☹️ Hopefully you’re able to get some relief soon and have a chance to properly rest tonight 💛

I’m doing okay, thanks for asking @Captain24 😊

The sun is slowly starting to come out now, which is nice. It’s been such a gloomy morning so far!

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The guy hasn’t come in to see me yet! It’s been 2 hours and no one has come near me! @MissGremlin I have spoken to 3 high bosses as I walked past them to go to the toilet. My direct boss didn’t even ask. He just told the crew that I’ll be back to full duties in a couple of days! Like what?

Im sorry things are heavy and that last night was rough. I’m glad you are heading home amd can chill for a bit. Is your doctors appointment a phone call? I hope he can help

It’s raining here but not as much as we expected yet. See what the day brings. I’ve still got 10 hours to go!!!

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It’s horrible @Nala2022. I’m hoping someone comes in and checks on me soon!! Going home early would be so good. I can try and get some sleep. The higher up bosses know that I have slept. But the guy dealing with my injury has no idea.

Im glad you are doing ok. It’s nice to hear and it’s a nice feeling, as I’m slowly learning!

It’s rain here to but suppose to be all day. Can’t complain though as we have hardly had any and all the days have been super nice and sunny. Not like a normal winter at all!

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@Captain24 I'm sorry that you're still waiting sweet and that noones come near you. That sounds really disappointing especially to hear that you'll be back to full duties in a couple of days, you need a chance to rest and recover.

My appointment is a phone call thank goodness, actually I need to write down what I need to talk to him about so I hopefully don't forget anything.

It's been raining here both yesterday and today but then it's meant to be sunny for the rest of the week. 10 hours to go feels like forever.

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I like the rain too 😊 Especially at night when I’m laying in bed, I find it so soothing to fall asleep to

She’s such a menace haha 😂 Sounds like Casper is on the hunt too! They really are so smart and don’t forget things easily, do they? 😂 @MissGremlin

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@Nala2022 yes the rain is so soothing to fall asleep to.

Haha she's too cute to be a menace 😂. Casper is actually really on alert today as if he's heard something, might have to take a look around and see what i can find. They don't forget things easily at all, especially when you try to hide something from them 😂.

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I hope they do too. Fingers crossed you’re able to go home early and get a good night’s sleep tonight @Captain24 💛

Aw, thanks for saying that 😊 I’m really glad you’re starting to experience some better moments. I know those nice feelings can come and go, but it’s lovely that you’re noticing and learning to appreciate them when they do come along. Hopefully there are plenty more of those moments ahead for you 💛

Do you prefer winter days or more summer days? I love both, but I’m not a fan when the weather gets over 30 degrees haha

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She is a cutie and I reckon she knows it too lol

Sounds like Casper is very eager to investigate! They really are too smart for their own good sometimes 😂 @MissGremlin 

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@Nala2022 they always know, it's why they can get away with causing mischief 😂.

Haha they most definitely are. Caspers got his nose in my face currently cos he wants cuddles 😂.

I just wrote down the things I need to talk to my doctor about, hoping I've remembered everything.

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