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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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My boss let me go early so I’m home now! @MissGremlin usually I’m just leaving.

I heard back from the diamond art place. I have to do the picture and then email them with a photograph. So I need to finish this section of Brut and then do Mish. I don’t like things half done though! It’s going to mess with my head.

I’ve just put the pot on to boil to have pasta and cheese. I haven’t eaten since 4:50 this morning and what I had for dinner isn’t enough and I’m scared after not liking it last night.

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@Captain24 I'm so glad that you're home sweet, hoping you can get a good rest tonight.

Oh that sucks having to do the picture first, it's alot to do if it doesn't work out. I'm the same so would struggle with that, I'm even questioning my choices of currently working on 2 at once.

That's a long time to go without eating so I'm glad you're going to have pasta and cheese.

I've just got into bed, I've had enough of today and just want to see the end of it already. I'm safe, going to do my diamond art and hope that I can sleep at some stage.

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I don’t know that I’d cope with the 2 at once but it’s a bit different as you have one set up

im your bedroom and the other set up in the lounge room. At least you don’t have to keep moving them. @MissGremlin

Im just going to have a shower then feed the dogs and then I’m going to bed too. I’m really tired. I’m glad to see the end of the day but on my days off I get disappointed that they end! Hopefully my strapping tape dries!

I hope you can get some sleep tonight. That would be really good. I want to know what you are working on! 😂 I like the surprise but I don’t like the suspense!

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@Captain24 yes I have one set up in either location but I only started doing 2 at once cos of the custom one as I couldn't take that into my room.

That sounds like a good idea. Can understand wanting them to be over on work days but wanting them to be longer on your days off. You could put a plastic bag or gladwrap around the tape while you shower?

I really hope i can sleep tonight, it's getting so hard to function on barely any sleep. Haha I can share with you one of the ones I'm working on and keep the mystery one a surprise if you want 😂.

It's been raining all day here and still is now, it's so nice to listen to.

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I still think that that works for you @MissGremlin plus it’s a change from doing the same one all the time.

You know the ones I’m doing but that’s ok. You haven’t seen them finished. I won’t tell you what other ones I’m doing though! I’ve still got weeks to go on these ones. Especially since I have to do the other one!

Nah.. don’t tell me. I like the surprise. Are you far through either of them?

I just dried my tape with a towel. Might try th plastic in the morning if I think k of it.

Tbat would have been nice. It’s suppose to start raining around 3 in the morning and rain all day. Heavy rain apparently. That’ll stop my hip from aching!!!

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@Captain24 it's nice to be doing 2 different ones especially cos I have no idea what the mystery one is.

Yes I've seen photos but it's not like seeing them completed, plus my memory isn't good so it's still like a surprise 😂.

I'm not that far into them, I'm working from bottom to top in 20 dot sections and I'm not even half way up on either of them. I've actually really slowed down on how much I'm doing lately.

I just remember when I had a cast on my arm and couldn't get it wet, that was a nightmare.

Oh that will be good for your hip to stop aching. Apparently we're expecting about 25mm of rain here.

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I’ve just jumped into bed and my foot is throbbing!!! Badly!!! @MissGremlin

Hopefully it doesn’t keep me awake!

Please have a good night.

Im thinking of you

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@Captain24 that throbbing pain is horrible, i hope you're able to sleep sweet.

Thinking of you and sending lots of love and hugs. Night night sweetheart ❤️.

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Morning @Nala2022, taking you over here. I'm really tired and things are feeling so heavy. I'm safe, doing my morning routine and I've got a doctors appointment this morning. Also a little confused about events that took place with the forums last night.

How are you doing sweet?

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I’m sorry things are feeling so heavy for you at the moment @MissGremlin. I’m glad you’re still trying to keep up with your morning routine, especially when you’re feeling this way. I hope your doctor’s appointment goes well for you today 💛

Do you mean something that happened with your post last night, or something else?

I’m doing okay lovely, feeling tired myself this morning. I’ve just had a cuppa 😊

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