I can’t cope

@Captain24 I'm sure the bone will keep them very happy.

I'm bringing things back to the basics, well trying to. Just one second and one breath at a time even if it's shaky.

Haha maybe you should! 😂 I’m sure there are lots of people who aren’t too happy about them taking those flavours away

Yep, definitely a lot of hard work. Aww, I’m glad that she did and that she's well looked after

Haha I bet he does! Nala makes me laugh too. She’s currently lying on the floor sunbaking 😂 Wherever the sun shines in the house, that’s where she’ll be @MissGremlin 

Pixie has to have medication before she has a bone. So I called her out and gave her the medication. She just licked it and I told her to finish it and then she jumped around like a lunatic!

They are loving me right now!

I hope that works for you. Just an easy thing at a time. Just what has to be done and nothing extra. @MissGremlin

Im kinda doing the same. Just one thing at a time. All that really has to be done is make the rolls, cook dinner tonight, clean the kitchen after cooking, get their things ready for nanny’s house and fold my work jumpers. Actually writing shows me it’s not much. Usually I clean my whole house though. So that’s a little disappointing but it really is clean other than tidying the kitchen bench but most of it is their stuff anyway.

@Nala2022 if I had the courage to, I would 😂.

Awwww Nala sunbaking sounds so cute 😍.

I've had to slow things right down, I got too overwhelmed 😞. Feeling like bursting into tears. So much noise happening here and all I wanted to do was my diamond art but then I had to do washing cos I forgot yesterday, feeling like a failure. I'm safe and I've just sat down with my diamond art.

@Captain24 awwwwJett with his birdie 😍.

They both look very happy with their bones, lucky puppies ☺️.

I'm shaking so trying hard to calm down and fighting back tears. I'm safe and just sat down with my diamond art.

I'm glad that you don't have much to do, just do each thing slowly and then move on to the next when you're ready. I can understand it being disappointing but it's ok to do the basics until you're able to get the other things done.

Theu are both happy and I won’t hear from Pix for hours! Jett gets bored and doesn’t stay as long as Pix. I had to get that photo of him with his birdie. It was so cute and he let me take it. He doesn’t do photos and turns his head! I sent it to mum and she loved it. I sent the bones too. @MissGremlin they made me smile! Also my music at a lower volume is helping me too. Plus I’ve opened the front door.

I get the tears. I just want to curl

up in a ball and cry, I won’t though. I feel like things are starting to come together a little bit. It’s not a great difference but I guess it’s a start.

Im thinking other than the sleeping issue, it maybe ADHD. I seem to find that it’s been a lot worse since everything else has lifted. My psych will be able to tell me. I love that she has it too. It helps so much.

Can I help you get through the day?

@Captain24 I love that you were able to get the photo of Jett, they are both such gorgeous puppies 😍. I'm so glad that it made you smile and that your music is helping, you're doing so well sweet ❤️.

I really get that feeling, I wanted to just shut my door and then curl up in bed and cry. But I'm trying hard to stay connected here, things got really intense suddenly, it was scary (I'm safe).

I'm sure your psych will definitely help you make sense of everything going on, it's so good that she gets it too.

I would really like that sweet, thankyou ❤️

I’m sorry you’re going through such a hard time right now @MissGremlin ☹️ It’s okay if you need to cry. You’ve recognised that you’re overwhelmed and need to slow things down, and that’s okay. You’re nowhere near a failure, we all forget things sometimes, I do all the time too!

Just take it easy for now, enjoy your diamond art and give yourself all the time you need to feel a bit more settled and at ease lovely 💛

Thankyou @Nala2022 sweet❤️.

Things got so intense in a split second. I went from being ok to wanting to act on things all cos I got overwhelmed suddenly. I really don't like how my brain works, or rather doesn't work. I'm safe, I just hung the washing up and now I'm sitting with my diamond art again.