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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I’m glad it’s done @MissGremlin

It is silly. My hot water is gas, my oven is electric as I didn’t want gas but my cook top is gas and it scared me. But if we have no power the ignition is electric so it won’t light and I have to use a gas lighter and that terrifies me!

It’s hard to change that mindset and I’m still waiting for the crash. It’s in the back of my mind constantly and I’m scared that it’s going to be a really BIG crash!

How’s your diamond art going? Have you started yet? Do you have much to do?

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@Captain24 my stove needs a lighter to be lit and that scares me everytime I do it but i manage, the oven and grill both have the little ignition button to push but it doesn't always work. I'm glad that my whole thing is gas though cos it means I can still cook even if the power goes out.

I completely understand, I'm really hoping you don't have a massive crash. But no matter what happens we will get through it together.

I've barely done any, I got 2 colours done, I'm on the last 2 sections but it's taking forever. Between the hot water, putting food on and making lunch I've not had a chance to stop. How's yours going sweet?

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I don’t think I have hot water though when the power goes out. That doesn’t happen very often though. @MissGremlin

I figured that it was lunchtime!

We have time now though. I’m about a 1/3 of the way through this section. I should hopefully have it finished tonight. It is harder than the last 2 sections though.

I know the feeling of just wanting it finished when you are so close!

I have a question that I want to ask. You can tell me you can’t say which I understand or yes or no. But I need you to get the post and like it straight away so I can delete it before you have even replied!

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@Captain24 I have gas hot water aswell so all good when the power goes out. The only reason the pilot light went out is cos the gas company put in a new meter the other day.

That last section really feels like it takes forever!

Go for it sweet, I'm here and will like it immediately.

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@MissGremlin .

Im always open to anything you want to ask!!

It does feel like forever! Just wanting it done after all the work you have done and ready to start a new one!

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@Captain24 there was something I was going to ask but I've forgotten now 😂.

Yes, it drives me nuts!

I've got to go to the shops, struggling to even stay awake.

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Just ask anything when ever you want. Nothing needs to be deleted everything is safe. Just obviously my location but i think you have figured that out anyway! @MissGremlin

I have that when I’m finishing a section too as they are such big sections. Also when you really want to see it. I really want this one finished as I think it may actually turn out ok even with all the purple. Some of his hair is black and the purple should blend in unlike the white dog!

How about you get up and go to the shops now. That way it’s done and out of the way? Then there is nothing until dinner time!

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@Captain24 hehe yes I have figured that out. Well maybe, thinking it starts with a C?

I might remember what i was going to ask one day 😂.

Yes I'm ready to go, waiting for my friend to come as she's going to take my. Don't feel like being alone there today.

I'm getting frustrated, I have a heap of dishes to do but I can't do them until the hot water has heated up. It's causing me alot of distress to have them all sitting there (I'm safe).

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