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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I’m praying it works out but I’ve been scared a few times and looking up close it doesn’t look right but when you stand back a bit it works. @MissGremlin

Im having trouble with this one as since the picture is painted on the back the numbers aren’t the same colour. The 4 is between white and dark blue so I have to look over the entire section not just the matching colours like I’m use to.

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@Captain24 it's just completely different colours than what I'd expect it. Will see how it looks once I've finished though.

Oh that's hard, I have had that alot with the cheaper ones. Makes it easy to miss numbers!

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I’m missing heaps. The ones I usually do are so different. This has been the hardest for the colours being so different though. The tweety was so easy. This one is confusing! @MissGremlin

I'm really antsy this afternoon . I’m having trouble sitting still and focusing! It’s like inside of me is a little hyperactive. I forgot to put my music on as I didn’t need it so I’m hoping that will calm me down a little.

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@Captain24 hopefully it will be finished soon enough so you can do one of mums ones when they come.

That sounds really tough sweet, i can relate to that feeling. I'm hoping the music helps you to calm down a bit. I'm sitting with you and sending hugs ❤️

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I’ve decided which one of mums I’m going to do first. I know Misha is going to turn out really well but I’m not sure about Brut so I’m going to do him first so I’m not worried about him! @MissGremlin its a difficult photo so I’ll see what happens and he is going to be extremely hard! Probably as hard as grass since his hair is so many different colours. From white to black and every shade in between! Jett had about 8 colours in his hair and it’s black! I’m so excited to be doing brut though.

It’s like there’s an energy running through me. Maybe it’s because I didn’t walk this morning, I don’t know. I’m ok just charged and having a real ADHD focus/energy issue! 😂 At least I’m in a better place and can distinguish!

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@Captain24 that sounds like a good plan. I can't wait to see how they turn out. I haven't looked to see how many colours are in laylahs one yet!

Maybe you need to dance around the house to get some energy out 😂. I'm glad you're in a better place though.

I've just finished another full row of sections and I'm stopping for now. My head is pounding and I'm feeling overwhelmed with things happening here (I'm safe). It's also almost dinner time here.

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I can’t wait either! @MissGremlin. I have to keep them covered in my dining table so mum can’t see them until Christmas!

I was just dancing around and my audience really didn’t appreciate it at all. Pix rolled over and turned away from me. I was very insulted! Jett let out a big sigh! How rude! 😂

Im sorry you are feeling overwhelmed and a head ache on top doesn’t help. What time do you have dinner?

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@Captain24 she's going to love getting them for Christmas ☺️.

Haha such an unappreciative audience 😂. Can say that i giggled reading that though 😂.

I start dinner at 4.30pm so 10 minutes away. I really don't feel like cooking at all at the moment. I'm not being left alone so it's really making me feel even more overwhelmed (I'm safe).

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I wrote it in the hope that it would make you laugh! @MissGremlin. seems I succeeded! 😜

Thats early. But I guess it’s routine. When I was a kid dinner was in the table at 5:30 and I won’t say what happened if we weren’t there right on the dot.

Im sorry that you are getting harassed. I can imagine the overwhelm. I’m appreciating my alone time a great deal right now. Especially after the training day and 5 days of work with only 4 off. Plus I don’t want any interaction that may overwhelm me and slide me out of the window! I’m trying really hard and being very careful.

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@Captain24 you did succeed 😂.

Yes it's routine, it used to be started at 5pm but then it was getting too close to bedtime and it was a rush. Oh the days where you had to be ready and waiting at the table or else 😂. Don't forget you had to eat everything on your plate!

I'm glad you've got alone time especially after work. My alone time hasn't happened for the last 3 days so it's getting a bit much.

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