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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I went and had a sleep and my headache has finally eased and I don’t feel as sick anymore! @MissGremlin

That’s a lot of sleep! I’m glad you got it. If only that was every night.

I didn’t end up walking the dogs but they both enjoyed sleeping with me. They come running to my room when I tell them I’m going to bed and it’s during the day!

What are you up to now?

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@Captain24 I'm so glad you got some more sleep and that you're headache has eased.

If only it was, I know it only happened cos I was completely exhausted. I couldn't even manage a section of diamond art last night.

Hehe I bet they enjoyed the nap with you, Casper always loves snuggling up with me.

I just finished with my support worker and got the most amazing phone call, the service involved is closing off and won't be coming out again so that's a huge relief. I'm just doing lunches and then I'll be doing my diamond art.

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I really hope it happens again for you tonight @MissGremlin

They just live it. They sleep with me if a night but there is something that they live with sleeping during the day. I don’t know what the difference is!

Im glad that it’s done as I know that you didn’t like it. But at least it was something.

Im just sitting in the sun and then I really have to bath the dogs. It doesn’t really take long but I just hate it!

Lunches and diamond art sound good. Maybe I’ll be able to join you soon.

I’ve emailed my sleep results to my GP so I’ll wait and see if I hear from him tomorrow! I guess it depends on how urgent he thinks it is.

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@Captain24 unfortunately I know it will be weeks now of very little sleep again, it's always what happens. I've just got the message that my referral has been received for the sleep study so I'm filling in the information for that now.

There's something about daytime naps with furbabies that's just different to night times.

Oh it's just amazing that it's being closed off, to not have to panic constantly about them coming out or doing anything to ruin my life again.

It's a hard job even if it doesn't take long. Hoping you're enjoying sitting in the sun though sweet.

Would love for to to join me if you're up for it ☺️.

I'm glad you've emailed him the results and i hope he makes contact with you.

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I have bathed the dogs, clean the laundry, washed the dogs towels and done all the ironing. @MissGremlin

Im so glad it’s all closed off and you can be at peace now.

Im ready if you are still going!

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@Captain24 well done sweet, so proud of you ❤️.

I'm still going, come join me ☺️.

I've made a million phone calls and exhausted myself 😂

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Rightio… sitting down now. @MissGremlin 

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@Captain24 yay ☺️

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Now I’m off the phone it’ll be easier. I just rang mum to get her washing off the line as it rains here before it gets to her house. 55 minutes later I hung up! @MissGremlin

I just have one more thing I want to do today and then my list is done until tomorrow! I’ll do that when I’m cooking dinner though. It’s just a 5 minutes later job!

I need that nap this morning!!!

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@Captain24 haha oh I'm the same, a quick phone call is never actually quick 😂. I'm sure she appreciated the heads up about the rain so she could get her washing off the line.

That sounds like a good plan, at least it's a quick job.

I'm so glad you were able to get that nap this morning.

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