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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Aww I know @MissGremlin, it would’ve been so nice to see them 😊

Well, you definitely did it! It’s honestly so so good 😊

I think I’m an all-chocolate girl 😂, but Cadbury is definitely one of my favourites too

At least that’s a couple of things out of the way!

Oh no, do you have a Kmart nearby? They might sell white pen, or do you think you could make it work without one?

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I did it!!!!!! I got my blood tests done!!!! One was dated March and the other dated May! @MissGremlin @Nala2022 The only thing I forgot to do while I was there was book and appointment to see my GP. It’s kinda urgent now with the sleep apnea results. Maybe if the chemist emails him I might hear from him. At least I have now had breakfast and my energy drink! Might reduce my headache.

This nose strips are horrible. My fave is still sore and I took it off at 7. I don’t know if it helped or not. I guess I’ll have to give it a couple of days. Getting up for work on Friday could be the test and it’s 3 day shifts so they get harder to get up for.

Now I’m contemplating taking the dogs for a walk. I really need to bath them as well. I also have to do a massive amount of ironing! Maybe I can get it all done this morning and have the afternoon free.

How are you both?

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@Nala2022 I've been doing bookweek and other costumes for over 10 years now, it gets crazy at times 😂.

Thankyou ☺️. I'll have to share the finished product once I've done it.

Must admit I prefer chocolate over lollies and I reckon Cadbury is the best 😋.

There is a kmart near me, I'll do the majority of what I can first and then work out what I'm going to do with the white, I could use silver gel pens and then it would sparkle!

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Well done! Getting those blood tests done is a win, especially when you had a couple of overdue ones to get through @Captain24

Hopefully you can get an appointment with your GP soon too, especially with the sleep apnoea results

See how you go and how you're feeling 😊

I’m doing okay, thank you. I’ll be logging off here shortly, but hopefully I’ll catch you again soon 💛

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@Captain24 well done for doing your blood tests sweet, I got mine done aswell ☺️. Hoping the headache eases for you soon ❤️.

Oh that sucks about the nose strips, it might take a bit to get used to. Friday will definitely be the test as I know it's harder to get up for the day shifts.

I'm hoping you can get things done so that you can relax in the afternoon.

I've been busy, I did the dishes, a load of washing and hung it up then vacuumed the house. I'm sitting at my table trying to decide whether I want to make this willy wonka chocolate bar or do some diamond art. I'm also feeling a bit hungry but tummy is feeling icky so not sure if I want to eat.

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Wow, that’s so cool! I remember book week back in primary school haha. I can imagine it keeps you quite busy

Me too, chocolate all the way!

That’s a good plan, I reckon the silver pen would look really nice and stand out with the sparkle

I’m about to head off now, but I’ll chat to you again soon. I hope you enjoy the rest of your day @MissGremlin 🫶

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The sleep apnea is a problem as I stop breathing for over 60 seconds! @Nala2022

Are you around tomorrow?

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@Nala2022 thankyou for the chats. I hope you have a lovely day sweet ❤️.

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Yay in getting your done too @MissGremlin Im sure yours weren’t as over due! Lol

Ive taken pain relief but all I really want to do at the moment is go back to bed! That’s not good.

Qell done! You have done so much today. That’s impressive and it’s only early. You deserve to have a rest and choose what you want to do!

I think I’ll take the dogs out and see where to go from there.

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@Captain24 I only got mine when I saw my doctor on Saturday so not really overdue. We both did so well to get them done though.

Maybe your body needs a bit more rest sweet, it's ok if it does.

I actually had 9 hours and 4 minutes of sleep which is unheard of for me. I still woke up feeling tired and icky though.

Taking the dogs for a walk and then seeing where to go from there sounds like a good idea. Be gentle with yourself sweetheart ❤️

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