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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I don’t eat well!!! @MissGremlin

It feels nicer to be working clean. I sort of have less care factor with these ones as it all fits in the table. When I do my customs I keep it tidier as it all takes up so much room.

Im just about to get ready for my psych appointment, I’ve turned the laptop on and hit the link! I lllooovvvveeee Telehealth!

Ill be back in just over an hour.

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@Captain24 I'll talk to you after if you're up for it sweet. Thinking of you ❤️.

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I’ll be fine. This will be a really good appointment with lots of things to help. No stress at all. @MissGremlin Well hopefully! She has a way of pushing my buttons to get all the stuff out!

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It was an amazing appointment @MissGremlin.

lots of insights, lots of reflecting. I learnt a lot about myself. She was so shocked at what I’ve done over the time while working. Lots of achievements that I hadn’t noticed. Stuff that she had noticed but didn’t really say as I wouldn’t have accepted it. A really positive appointment. I told her the hardest decision I have today is whether to diamond art or a 3D puzzle and she laughed and clapped.

I sent here the shoulding post from above and I told her that I’m finally on a lot of the tick side. The one that I didn’t think I was on the tick side of turns out to be normal for ADHD people. So it’s that not me being negative!

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@Captain24 this makes me so happy to read sweet. Honestly you're doing amazing and the hard work you put in is really paying off. Well done, I'm so proud of you ❤️.

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Thank you @MissGremlin. I told her I couldn’t do this without her and my 2 inpatient stays. I think she is a little worried though as she said if I need her to email her to get an appointment! She knows if I go backwards it’ll be hard and fast. But I’m working on trying to stop that happening.

How’s your diamond art or are you doing your afternoon stuff.

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@Captain24 I'm hoping you don't need to email her to get an appointment but it's also ok if you do need to.

Just sitting and doing diamond art, it's slow progress. I've finished 2 full rows of sections.

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Hopefully I don’t bug at least I know it’s there @MissGremlin

It is slow. There is a lot to it. But 2 full rows is a lot! It’s going to look awesome when it’s done!

I told my psych that there wasn’t enough hours in the day. I have tv shows I want to watch, diamond art I want to do and the 3D puzzle I want to do. How hard is my life right now! 😂 I wish it was like this all the time

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@Captain24 yes it's good to know it's there.

I'm hoping it looks good once it's done.

Haha there's never enough time 😂. I'm glad today's a good day for you sweet.

I'm freaking out, I ate sushi when I was out this morning and now I feel so sick 😞. I've taken anti nausea tablets but it hasn't helped (I'm safe). This is why I don't eat out.

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I love sushi! I hope you are ok? @MissGremlin Im hoping it settles for you soon. Are you really fussy with what you eat and where? No judgement just a curious question.

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