I can’t cope

How did your inspection go? @MissGremlin 

@Captain24 it was ok but it was a male that came to do it which made me really uncomfortable as I don't like having men come into my home. I then had a phone call this afternoon which made me angry and upset.

How are you doing sweet?

Can you request a female next time? @MissGremlin. My last rental through a real estate was a male but he had known me since I was a baby so that was a bit different

Do you want to talk about the phone call? Or can’t?

@Captain24 well to my knowledge from the email it was meant to be a female as last time there wasn't even a male working for them. They know I'm uncomfortable around males as I've spoken to them previously when one came out. Anyway it's over and done with now.

I really wish I could but I can't on here.

That’s ok. I understand @MissGremlin anything I can do to help?

@Captain24 you just being here and chatting helps sweet. It's been a really long day and I'm so exhausted. I also increased my medication last night which has really affected my blood pressure today.

How did work go today?

Sorry it’s been a long day @MissGremlin

Work was ok. I did better than yesterday and I found little moments to focus on. But when I got up this morning, instead of going back to bed I had a shower. I don’t know if that was the difference.

@Captain24 I'm glad that work was ok. Maybe that shower was the difference but either way it's good that you found little moments to focus on.

It was just 3 songs in the whole 12.5 hour shift and it took a lot of effort but I gave it a go @MissGremlin

Ive fed the dogs and just put my washing on. Now to try and find something for dinner. I don’t like what I cooked the other night.

Im really tired and my new glasses have made my eyes sore from wearing them all day at work. I’ve just taken them off after putting them in at 5:30

Hows your diamond art going?

@Captain24 you did so well to go give it a go sweet and I'm proud of you.

Hopefully you can find something quick for dinner, sucks when meals don't work out or taste the way we expect them to.

I'm not surprised your eyes are sore especially cos you're still adjusting to your glasses. I'm glad that you can have a break from them now.

I did a little bit of my custom one today and I'm doing a small section of the other one I'm working on at the moment. I've only been doing very small sections at a time as I'm struggling to focus.