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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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That sounds delicious! Go you, you've been very productive. I'm really glad you're taking a well deserved break now @MissGremlin

I'm doing well today, thank you for asking 😊

Aww, Casper looks so adorable in his new harness! 💛

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@Nala2022 I have my house inspection on Thursday so have been busy getting things clean for that which Captain has helped me with, we've been doing housework together ☺️. A break is very much needed although I'm freezing my butt off now that I've stopped 😂.

I'm glad you're doing well sweet ❤️.

He's looking very handsome, think he's got too many harnesses though 😂.

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I know how stressful house inspections can be, but I'm sure it will all go well @MissGremlin. I'm really glad you and Captain have been supporting each other and getting things done together 😊

Haha that's always the way! As soon as you stop moving, the cold hits. It's freezing here too

He really is handsome! I don't think you can ever have too many harnesses for Casper 😆

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@Nala2022 I'm actually feeling very proud of myself that I've been able to get the house done, I've had to cancel the last 2 inspections as I simply couldn't manage with the way my mental health was. Having both the connection and an accountability buddy has helped immensely.

It's only 12⁰ here so it's definitely chilly, my fingertips have turned blue 😂.

I only have 4 harness sets for him but they have everything, so harness, lead, collar, bow, poo bag holder 😂.

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You really should be proud of yourself @MissGremlin That's a huge achievement, especially knowing you've had to cancel the last two inspections. I'm so happy to hear having that connection and accountability has made such a difference 😊

It's only 10 degrees here, so I definitely feel your pain! 😂

Haha, that's so good! I love that it comes with all that

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Well done!!! @MissGremlin I’m so proud of you. I don’t even help!! You are ready. Yay!!!

Im sorry you didn’t get much sleep againZ

Im bored but I finish at 3:30 but apparently there is a union meeting after that I don’t want to go to but since im here I have too.

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@Nala2022 thankyou sweet ☺️. The fact that I've got everything done other than cleaning the shower as that's the last thing I do after I've had one, it's honestly such a good feeling. All I'll need to do tomorrow is a quick vacuum through of the bits of grass that sneak inside and just wipe over the sink and bench.

Brrrr, I'm usually not fussed by the cold weather but I'm feeling it today 😂. I've turned my heater on, heated up my wheat bag and have a blanket on 😂.

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Thankyou @Captain24 sweet, you've helped so much with getting the housework done. I don't usually feel proud of myself but I do for being able to get everything done, especially since i had to cancel my last 2 inspections cos of how bad my mental health was.

Oh that sucks that you have to go to the union meeting after aswell, it makes for a long day for you.

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I bet it does! It's such a great feeling to see all your hard work pay off. Not only is it an accomplishment, but having a clean, calming space can really help lift your mood too

You're almost there now, @MissGremlin. Well done! 💛

Haha, I'm usually not too fussed by the cold either. I actually like rugging up 😂 I've just put my heater back on too!

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@Nala2022 it helps to look around and not see mess. Before I would and I'd think i should clean that, but just didn't have the energy to do so. Things weren't getting done cos I was starting something then losing focus and doing something else, I was trying to do like 5 things at once and getting very overwhelmed. That's where captain really helped me, she broke things down with me and we focused on doing one thing at a time.

Thankyou sweet ❤️.

Yes I usually rug up aswell, i rarely use my heater but it's very much needed today. Felt like I was going to become a snowman earlier 😂.

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