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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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The front porch is done! I even hosed my driveway and footpath off and put my bins out! Now to do the back. I’ll see what time it is when I finish and then I’ll do the ironing so it’s one less thing tomorrow. Everything else waits on the washing machine, drying and dryer! @MissGremlin

What has to be done outside other than the lawns? I know it’s hard having him there though.

You have no idea how proud of you I am. You have done amazing with a little bit of guidance but you have done all the work!

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@Captain24 yay, you did so well. Hopefully the back doesn't take too long then you might be able to do the ironing.

I can't say who on here which is why I said someone. Can you edit it please. But there's alot of tidying up to do out there aswell.

Thankyou sweetheart, i couldn't have done it without you.

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Sorry about that. I have edited it. @MissGremlin

Can we do some of the tidy up tomorrow? Like what?

Im about to start the back. Do you want to meet for diamond art at 2:30?

You did it all yourself. I gave guidance but you didn’t have to follow it. You could have just not done it. So it’s all you.

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@Captain24 thankyou sweet.

I'll only be doing inside the house.

That sounds like a good plan. I'm so tired here but fighting to not have a lay down.

It helped so much to have your guidance though.

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That’s so good that the outside is not your problem and the inside is pretty much done. All you have to do Wednesday is the floors and a quick tidy up. Does that feel good? @MissGremlin

I just have to glass cleaner my out sore table and the sliding door windows!

I need a nap too! 😂 If you want to have one that’s ok. You have been through a lot this morning.

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@Captain24 I don't want to have one, I'm just tired.

It does feel good to have most of it done.

Omg guess what just came!

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OMG!!!! On a Sunday? @MissGremlin

Did you open it?? Do you like it?

Just ironing and I’ll be there soon. I want to check if the towels are dry. I will make 2:30 though.

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@Captain24 yes on a Sunday, I was shocked. They are huge 😂. The colours look funny on the background but I'm sure they will be stunning once I've actually started doing them. I won't be able to work on them in bed though as I'll need my table.

You reminded me that I need to check my dryer to see how the towels are going in there.

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when you are doing it you will question the colours all the way through. But in the end it works out so good! I was worried with mine especially Keiko because the same and her hair were the same colours. But you can actually tell. You just need to step back and look at it. Jett came up really good but didn’t look so as I was doing him. You just have to trust the process. You can do the other ones at night and give yourself a break. Just think, I do 15-20 rows high ALL the way across!!! @MissGremlin

Im so excited!!!!!

The dog towels aren’t dry yet so all I have left to do is get them in when they are dry and fold my doona cover when it’s finished in the dryer!! I can’t believe it all…

Just sitting down now.

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@Captain24 I'll definitely have to trust the process. Yours have all turned out amazing so I'm trusting you on this one 😂.

You've done amazing sweetheart, I'm so proud of you.

I've been sitting here doing my diamond art for a bit, so now you can come and join me ☺️

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