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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Do you put a harness on him in the car? @MissGremlin

Are you nearly home?

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@Captain24 he's wearing his eeyore harness.

I'm at my next destination now and have to run into the shops quickly.

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Your afternoons are busy with places to go. @MissGremlin

Im just sitting doing diamond art! 😂

Jett is sitting on the chair next to me and Pix is on my bed. They don’t wear harnesses. Jett wears one when we travel though.

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@Captain24 they really are. Mornings and afternoons are always busy for me.

How's the diamond art going?

It's late night tonight for me so I don't get to be in bed until about 10pm.

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I’m nearly half way through the next section. I’m not going to bed until it’s done! That’ll make it just over halfway. @MissGremlin

10’a late for you oh and me. Once I go to bed I can’t use my phone at all. The sleep study needs it. So even if I wake up I can’t chat. 😢

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@Captain24 oohhhh getting closer to being finished.

10 is late for both of us. I'm usually in bed but not asleep until well after 12am. That sucks but it's only for one night.

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I know!!!! @MissGremlin. I can’t wait to finish it. I love it!!

One nights not to hard. See what happens. I don’t think anything will come from it. But my GP just wanted to rule it out.

Im hoping I’ll be in bed by then.

I have only just noticed that I’m singing with the music and bopping a tiny little bit!

I have also set myself job lists for the next 4 days. I think it’s all manageable. Just wish the sun would set the lawn out quicker! But I will have time for diamond art with you!

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@Captain24 I'm glad that you love it, I'm sure I will too!

It's better to rule it out, just to make sure. Not sure how long the wait list is for the sleep study for me.

Hehe that's the best thing to read!

I'm glad you've got a list ready and that it's hopefully manageable. Hoping we can do some diamond art together still. I have a busy weekend and Monday/Tuesday I need to make sure the house is ready for the inspection on Thursday.

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My sleep test isn’t the same as the one you will do. Yours will be better than this one. @MissGremlin

It took me a while to even notice! I haven’t done that I in a really long time.

It is manageable. Tomorrow I need to weed the garden, whipper snipper and mow the front and clean the from porch where I make a mess.

Sunday is bath the dogs and so the same to the back.

Monday is just basic cleaning and then I have the training Tuesday and back to work Wednesday 😢

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@Captain24 I'm nervous for mine cos I'm not even sure what it requires.

I always love having music playing and will often sing along to almost every song.

Hoping all the mowing and bathing the dogs goes smoothly for you.

I can't believe it's almost back to work already, time really has gone so fast. I'm going to miss you when you're back.

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