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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Whatcha cooking? @MissGremlin 

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@Captain24 we get to do some together again.

I made some garlic chicken tenders.

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Sorry I was on the phone to mum while sitting out side. I have just sat down at it now! Yay for doing it together. @MissGremlin

It’s a little cold here today so I didn’t stay out long!

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@Captain24 glad you got to chat to mum while you were sitting outside. It's not very warm here today either, the grass was all frosty this morning.

I'm glad we can sit and do some together. I ended up doing another section last night before I tried to sleep.

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It was nice. But just not very warm. It’s a feels like of 7.5 degrees but its 11.7 @MissGremlin

Im glad you got another section done. I want to get this one to at least halfway today!

Id like to finish it tomorrow if I don’t do the lawns.

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@Captain24 that's definitely chilly.

Hopefully you can get to half way today and maybe finish it tomorrow. I've still got a long time to be working on this one. Once I've finished this row of sections I'll be half way.

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Just a little bit not like a normal winter. It’s really really weird how this winter is going. @MissGremlin. Extremely unusual.

I’ve just ordered my diamond arts. It was but one get one half price so mums getting me 2 for Christmas. I just messaged her and told her! The sunset and Bob! That’ll be 7 customs that I have to do so it will definitely keep me busy well into next year! 😂

Im sure it’ll take a while. It might get a bit easier as the colours come together and you can sort of guess a bit better instead of looking at each individual hole!

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@Captain24 i must admit this winter has definitely been strange, the seasons are changing.

Oohhh yay, so exciting, 7 will definitely keep you busy.

The picture is turning out quite nicely. I also came across another special gem!

My custom one of Casper from Shein arrived earlier, not sure how it will turn out but I guess we'll see.

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That’s so cool! Another one. It should look epic! @MissGremlin

Im glad Casper has arrived. Is that what you are going to do next or wait for the customs?

My customs gave me a date of between the 3rd and 20th of August. So if I think the 20th then I can be shocked if they get here earlier.

Mum read my message and thought why does she owe me that! Then finished the message and figured out it was the diamond art. Now I have to think of something else for Christmas. I do have 2 ideas but we will see.

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@Captain24 I think I've just worked out what the picture is!

I'm not sure, thinking the customs might get here before I finish this one.

Hopefully they come before the 20th, that would be a nice surprise.

Haha your mum was probably confused at first. Can't believe how quick this year is going really. Maybe I'll be able to get myself some more custom ones for Christmas.

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