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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 ok I'm usually good at deciphering messages but 'tears' got me 😂.

It's so nice to have the connection here and we get to do something we both like to do aswell.

Hopefully the trip into get them goes ok. I'm glad you'll have time to get used to them before work.

Oooohh a lunch date sounds like fun ☺️

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I’m good at it too but that would have been a bit hard…. Treats!!!! They’re the ones I give Pix after her needle. @MissGremlin. my phone has been doing really weird stuff like changing the words I write or even adding words to a sentence that then makes no sense!

It is. I don’t feel alone and also since of made a couple of other friends it’s been better too. I still haven’t spread my wings very far but I’m slowly getting there.

Im hoping I get a park! That’s the biggest thing.

I have a friend that I’ve been friends with since 1995 and we use to hang out heaps and then I left town and came back. She had kids so our lives changed. But we still do stuff together sometimes. She is always my lunch date though. We just chat random stuff and catch up on each other lives for just over an hour and then we go on our merry way! It’s good, it’s short and I get exhausted but there is definitely an end time without finding an excuse!

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@Captain24 haha i thought it was treats! Silly phone trying to speak gibberish 😂.

I noticed that you've been making new connections here, I'm so proud of you for putting yourself out there.

Oh I hope you can get a park, that can always be hard.

I'm glad you still get to catch up with each other, even short ones are good especially when they can take alot out of us.

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It is good to catch up with her especially with being friends for so long. @MissGremlin we lead very different lives now but still get on like we use to.

Im thinking about my glasses (non-stop) and I’m wondering if I’ll be able to see my diamond art easier! Since my close vision has deteriorated!

How’s your coming along? Have you been able to work out what it is yet?

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@Captain24 it's so good that you still have a good friendship even after all these years.

Oohhh that would be so good if they hello you to see your diamond art better.

It's getting there, still have no idea what it is though. I'm thinking it's a gnome maybe. I just finished the first row of sections.

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Hopefully, my eyes hurt after doing it for a while! @MissGremlin

Im so excited to see what it is! Is it fun doing it?

I won’t be able to do my mystery one as mum is looking for he photos today or tomorrow so then I’ll be able to order them when I get paid and they shouldn’t take too long to turn up.

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@Captain24 well hopefully they can help. It would be horrible to have sore eyes from trying to do something you enjoy.

It is fun doing it and there's gems with glitter in them that I've never had before.

I'm glad she's going through pictures finally. The mystery one can wait, I can't wait for my custom ones to arrive.

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Im heading into town now.. I’ll let you know when I’m back @MissGremlin

You'll probably be doing your afternoon routine though.

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@Captain24 stay safe out there sweet.

Yes i will be doing my routine but I'll still be around to chat.

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I’ve got my glasses! They are really hard to see out of though. @MissGremlin it’s going to take a lot of practice. I have no peripheral vision as it’s all blurry and moves. If I move too fast it blurs into one!

It’s hard doing diamond art as I have to look out of the right spot on the lens as there are 3 different levels of vision! Peripheral is a different lens again!

They are pretty though!

How is your routine going?

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