I can’t cope

@MissGremlin Sounds like everyone is up and at it suuuuper early this morning 😭

@SunsetSunrise it's supposed to be sleepy time 😂.

I managed to catch a friend online to talk to so I'm happy. Hope you have a good night ☺️.

Hello @Nala2022, taking that question over here. I've woken up feeling very heavy today, struggling with trying to process all the loss that's happened over the past several months (if you read back a few posts here it says about it).

How are you doing?

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so heavy today @MissGremlin.

It sounds like you've been carrying a lot with everything that's happened over the past several months. I'm sorry for the loss of your niece. I'll be thinking of you today and sending you lots of strength

I'm doing okay, just feeling a bit tired and I've got a bit of an earache (I seem to get them a lot 😅). It's freezing here today too, very icy!

I hope you're able to be gentle with yourself today💛

Thankyou @Nala2022 ❤️.

Hoping you can get some rest today and that the earache starts to get better. Casper has ear infections in both his ears so I'm sure he feels your pain. I just took Casper out to the toilet after his breakfast before and the grass is all frosty and crunchy 😂.

I'll try to be gentle with myself, I'm booked in to have a tattoo at 10.30 of my girls paw print that I lost a couple of years ago, that's bringing up alot of emotions aswell. But it will be nice to have her paw print on my just like the other girls I've lost are.

Thank you lovely

Oh no, poor Casper☹️ I definitely feel his pain, they can be so uncomfortable.

Haha, I bet he was happy to get back inside after walking on that frosty grass! 😂

That sounds like such a meaningful tattoo @MissGremlin. It's completely understandable that it's bringing up a lot of emotions, but what a beautiful way to honour her and keep her close with you

@Nala2022 you're so welcome sweet ❤️.

They are definitely horrible you and Casper have my sympathy. I regularly wake up with excruciating pain going through my ears and trying to turn over feels like my head is going to explode. I've told my doctor about it but he just thinks it's from laying on my ears.

Casper was very unsure of the frosty grass, it made me giggle 😂. He made me laugh before when he set off a rat trap here and then came running to me 😂.

I'm so glad that I'm finally able to get it done, she was truly my soul dog so I'm thinking about having her paw print done on my chest so that she's close to my heart.

That sounds so painful @MissGremlin ☹️

Ear pain really is the worst. Does it usually settle down after a while, or does it tend to linger?

I can just picture Casper's reaction! 😂 He really does sound like such a character

I think that's a really beautiful place to have her paw print. Having it close to your heart feels like such a special way to honour her

@Nala2022 it lingers for quite a while and even if i manage to go back to sleep the same thing happens again. It's horrible when it's both ears, so it doesn't matter what side i lay on.

He really is such a character and he's always doing silly things to make me laugh. He's currently curled up next to me.

It does, she was such a beautiful girl. Losing her when she was only 3 hurts so much, she was just a baby. Here's my beautiful girl Laylah ❤️.

I'm so sorry you have to go through that @MissGremlin ☹️

I really hope one day it eases and you don't have to keep waking up in that kind of pain

I'm so glad Casper brings so much joy and keeps you smiling.

I can't wait to have a dog again one day, they really are such wonderful companions

Oh, Laylah... I'm so sorry. Three is far too young 💔. Thank you for sharing her with me, she's absolutely beautiful