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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 ooohhh yummy 😋. I can't eat pork for some reason though.

Ahhh yes, i wasn't getting one when I had my hotmail account so had to change over. Glad you get the important ones though.

It's good that she's been contacted as I know she's on my side as is my doctor. She told them everything I already have and that I'm doing everything I can to get support.

Yay for finishing the grass and starting on Jett. I've just peeled off a massive section to work on 😂. The plastic ripped so I was like stuff it I'll do the whole section then 😂.

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I had never had them and I went to my cousins wedding in Queensland and he had a buffet and they were there so I thought I would try one as it didn’t cost me anything and I loved it! I’ll never forget the second I tasted it. These are only cheap so I’m not sure how they will go but it’s worth a try. @MissGremlin

Im glad that they are on your side. At least you have support.

Oh no a big section. That’ll slow you down! 😂 I’m going to finish this one tonight if it kills me then I only have 2 left and they are only 11 rows each!!!

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@Captain24 hopefully they are just as yummy as the ones at your cousins wedding.

She's just as shocked as me that they've been contacted so is my doctor but now we just have to jump through hoops and hope they bugger off soon as they aren't needed.

Haha it might a little, I really want to get this diamond art done so I can start another one. Oohhh you are getting closer to being finished. After this section I'll only have one row of sections that's 19 dots high.

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I hope so, I’m hoping they are good as it’s a cheap meal. @MissGremlin

Mum had to take her dog to the vet today. She saw one of Pixies vets. She asked how Pix was going and mum told her. She said that they may never get Pix’s insulin perfect but she said basically close enough is good enough depending on the dog. Pix is happy, healthy, cheeky and energetic. The vet I see next Friday wants to do the urine sample. It’s expensive but best to be safe than sorry as she has to send it away to a lab to check for underlying UTI. In house they can’t find anything. So maybe, hopefully, fingers crossed, my vet bills might be about to come down. I’m thinking it all depends on these bladder stones.

Hopefully you can move them on!

Sounds so close. I get wanting to finish it to start another one. Mine take so long to do. But it is rewarding at then end. Especially being custom! I will see my little buddy all together!

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@Captain24 hoping they are, cheap meals are good meals.

Hope your mums dog is doing ok. It sounds like she's responding well to the insulin, just a matter of the bladder stones being sorted out. Fingers crossed your vet bills will come down as I know that will make things alot easier both stress and money wise.

It's rewarding to see the finished result especially when they've taken longer to do. I can't wait to see yours finished, they are always so amazing ☺️

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Definitely go for the cheaper if it’s good. @MissGremlin

Mums dog is fine mum just wanted her teeth checked.

It would be amazing for my bills to come down. The next week one is still expensive. But the is a little glimmer ahead that they may go down a lot. I know she is always going to cost me a lot of money but I can budget for a lesser amount especially with knowing time frames. Im still going to live with very little money as I still have to pay mum and dad and I also want to go on a $400 dolphin cruise when we are on holidays. Plus I want a nest egg behind me!

I want to see how yours turns out because the pic looked pretty awesome. Will you get your finished today or tomorrow?

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@Captain24 I'm glad that she's fine and just getting her teeth checked.

It's definitely a little glimmer that it should hopefully start costing less. It's helpful when you can budget, it's when the sudden unexpected costs pop up that it makes it hard. A dolphin cruise sounds lovely, can I come 😂.

I should finish it tonight, I've just finished that section that I started. Sadly I need to go and put my bins out then do dinner and I won't get to do anymore until I'm in bed tonight.

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The dolphin cruise is expensive because you actually get in and swim with the dolphins! @MissGremlin

Finishing sounds good. I’ll finish this section by dinner. I timed one colour and it took me 16 minutes and then the next colour took me 19 minutes! That’s a long time!

What’s for dinner?

Damn bins!! I’ll see how I go if I’m still around. I will be for a little while until I’ve fed the dogs, not sure when I’ll go to bed though after last night.

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@Captain24 trying to remind myself to breathe (I'm safe). I just had them come out so I'm trying to calm myself down. I've been prepared for it but it still came as a shock as they don't give any warning. At least now I know it's over and done with.

Swimming with the dolphins would be amazing.

That is a long time but so worth it.

Dinner is going to be French toast tonight or egg in the hole, not quite sure 😂.

Bin night sucks, but it's all done now thankfully. Hoping you can get a good sleep compared to last night.

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Will they continue to come out? @MissGremlin? Maybe wash your face with cold water? Walk around the backyard breathing deeply and smelling what’s out there?

It should be really good. It’s literally wild dolphins. So not in any form of captivity.

I finished that section and have started on the next one. I have a new goal of getting the grass done before bed! I should actually go close to finishing this tomorrow!

I’ve never had French toast. Either sounds good though. Im not even hungry yet after having lunch! It’s a big meal that they go too.

Glad those bins are done.

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