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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Clean space does make such a difference hey @Captain24 :P

Do your dogs enjoy bath time or do they make a big kerfuffle about it?

Glad that things are working a bit better hey! It's good to be able to stay connected.

I'm going okay, just trying to stay warm haha.

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It does @Jynx I haven’t cleaned the house properly in weeks. My kitchen literally sparked. The glitter in the stone bench top is sparkling, all my appliances are and all my glass jars and stuff are! It looks so clean and fresh.

Pix is a pain to catch for the bath but is fine in it and good being blow dried. Jett is easy to get but when I try and put him in the tub he holds on for dear life and has his head down in humiliation the whole time. He is fine when I’m drying him and blow drying him though.

I guess you have to find your way around to everyone again. Plus it’s hard as for me, if 2 people are tagged in one post I don’t get the notification. Just like me the forums need me to be one my own! 😂

It’s getting pretty chilly of a night here now. Still only had 4 frosts this winter though. But lots of rain. I came home the other morning after nightshift to find my yard flooded!

Im glad you are ok.. trying to keep warm is probably hard though. Are you snuggled up? Oh.. and how is ‘that’ room going for you?

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@Captain24 the roast was yummy.

I'm glad you had a good sleep, cheeky Pix waking you up for a pat 😂.

I only just dozed off for about 20 minutes before waking up in a panic, now my head is pounding while I'm trying to calm down. I'm safe just feeling very emotional (there's tears wanting to come out) and the panic is hard to sit with. I'm laying on my lounge cuddling Casper.

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I do love me some sparkle!! Haha @Captain24 glad to hear it.

That's so funny that they're basically the opposite except when it comes to the blow dry!! And I can understand why haha it's all lovely and warm!

Hmm that sounds frustrating! All I can do is encourage you to report it to the tech team (forumstechnicalbugs@sane.org) and hope that they can implement a fix! It does suck to miss notifications, they weren't working for me at first either so I have no idea what I might have missed!

It's been pouring heaps hey! So hard to get any laundry done. I hope your yard wasn't damaged!

I got my robe on and like, cuddling the oil heater haha. So I'm a-ok! The room is going slowly, but surely. Took a whole car load to the op shop recently, it was quite cathartic!

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She does this little thing like she is having a fit and kicks until you pat her. Maybe you could call it a tantrum? She has done it since she was a puppy. She has always had a mind of her own. @MissGremlin At puppy preschool she had to wear a collar. She hated it. They did one exercise where they put her in an other room and I had to call ‘come’ for her to respond. She was coming and then picked herself up off the ground and threw herself on the ground. The facilitator asked what happened. I just said she didn’t like the collar. Everyone was in stitches! She took Pix’s collar off and told her she didn’t need it. She was 9 weeks old!

Im sorry that you only got 20 minutes and need to calm yourself down. That must be so hard. I’m thinking of you.

Im about to get some dinner I think, maybe just pasta and cheese. I can’t be bothered with anything else.

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@Captain24 bahaha oh she really is such a character 😂. I love how they each have their own little personality and do funny things that just make them so unique.

It's really hard and makes me feel so exhausted. I tried to get through to a crisis service but I can't.

Pasta with cheese sounds yummy. The other night I was meant to be having bolognase, cooked the pasta and went to cook the meat but it had gone out of date so I ended up just having pasta with some butter with it, it was still yummy.

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They are opposite in so many things. The only thing that’s the same and out them is the breed, that they are apple heads and long-haired. Thats where the similarities stop. Different hair different tail different attitudes and personalities. So different @Jynx

I did email them as I’m not alone with it and maybe it won’t work for you either. Hopefully you find your way back around.

We need all the rain we can get. My yard is just grass so it’s still wet and boggy but it flood there all the time in heavy rain. It just hasn’t happened for a couple of years!

I don’t even own a robe! Oil heaters are good for snuggling. I’d be hugging it!

At least you are getting through it and doing it slowly would be less overwhelming. How are you going with it mentally? I know that there was a lot of stuff and reminders in there?

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This is how food orientated she is @MissGremlin We were tearing her the come command and if she came she got a treat. Still a baby she was only 9-10 weeks old. She was sitting out the back in a place she shouldn’t have been, at mums house. So mum said ‘come Pixie’ so she did to get her treat but she went back to that spot. She did it a few times and mum realised she was doing it to get a treat! Little shit. Mum use to call her the she devil.

That’s sounds good. I just love my pasta. It’s yummy and filling.

Im sorry you couldn’t get through was the wait to long? Maybe you could try again? The exhaustion is a lot. I understand it but at least I get sleep. But my meds make sure I do.

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@Captain24 haha Pix had it sussed out even at a young age 😂.

Pasta is yummy and such a quick but filling meal.

It wouldn't even allow me to connect, it's in the queue now but I don't know how long the wait will be. Not getting enough sleep really does make it so hard, my window of tolerance is very small (I'm safe).

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What happened to be not able to connect? Does it not allow you? Or does it just say can’t connect? @MissGremlin

I hope the wait isn’t too long for you. You only do text don’t you? Are you sleeping any better at all?

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