I can’t cope

Aww love that so much @MissGremlin hehe cuddle buddies are the best!

Weekend was pretty good, managed to get some sunshine, saw a friend, went and had a nice coffee, twas a goodun 😊

@Jynx they definitely are the best.

Sounds like a lovely weekend, glad you got some sunshine in there too ☺️.

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow and I'm really anxious about it.

@MissGremlin totally valid, doctor's appts can be so stressful!! Hope it goes okay in the end and you get what you're needing from it 🤞

Maybe a little treat after too? Something to look forward to?

@Jynx it's a double one but I didn't ask for it so that's got me worried. I need him to actually help or find me proper support cos things are getting bad and it scares me (I'm safe).

I'll just look forward to getting back home to Casper after and snuggling on the lounge.

Sorry @MissGremlin. I fell asleep when my head hit the pillow. I didn’t even get time to put my white noise on! I remember thinking about it but that’s as far as I got.

what time is your appointment today?

Morning @Captain24 sweet, I'm glad you fell asleep quickly. How are you feeling?

My appointment is at 9.30 and after last night is very much needed.

Sorry I fell asleep last night after sleeping all day! @Jynx. I wanted to chat to you 😢. I have stuff to ask.

Im sorry it’s getting cold. So far here it hasn’t and it’s really concerning. It’s the middle of June and we have had 2 frosts all winter. It’s heading for 19 today. All the new people at work that aren’t from here have no idea what we are talking about with the cold weather! Monday morning it was a bit chilly at 4 but not freezing like normal. I didn’t even have a singlet on just a shirt, jumper and jacket.

This is one question that’s right up your alley and should excite you.

We don trivia of a nightshift and one part of it is the first verse or two of a song and you have to guess the name of the song and the artist. The guy that does it does songs that a lot of us have never heard of. Plus bands that I didn’t even know existed. So I want to do some that people can actually guess. I’ve thought of YMCA. My question for you is can you think of any dance anthems that get people to the dance floor that the others will know. Most of them are in their 20’s and 30’s. I’m a bit too old at 49

I’m not actually feeling tired! I’m the last 24 hours I have had 16 hours of sleep! So needed! @MissGremlin

I have a few things to do but have decided not to push my self too far. Instead of working hard to have a day off tomorrow I’ll just do some today and some tomorrow and do everything else on Thursday. I fully clean the house that day anyway.

I’ll be around after your appointment if you want to debrief. My appointment isn’t until 12.

How are you feeling?

Im going to respond to your trauma post later today. I need to think properly and word it right.

@Captain24 I'm glad you've been able to get so much sleep, it was definitely very much needed for you.

That sounds like a really good idea.

Thankyou sweet, i really appreciate it.

As for how I'm feeling, I did write a poem last night to explain things and it's posted in my thread, just be warned it's of a sensitive nature.

There's no pressure to reply to it if you aren't up for it, it was just to explain why I struggle with the fear of judgement so much.

I’ll go and read it @MissGremlin

I think we are on a similar page. It sounds like it from your post.

You must be getting ready to go. I’m thinking of you and I’m desperate for something to happen for you.