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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 oh I bet they went crazy when someone was actually at the door, that's about the only time Casper barks but then he just wants to say hello once he sees the person 😂.

Haha oh you're definitely a good mum. Casper has a bed on the floor next to me but he usually lays on the lounge.

Yes i do roll over them but they are still moving, I've actually left a bad review to them cos its pretty bad. Will definitely have to seal this one though as soon as I've done it. I still need to test the sealer as I haven't tried it yet.

Love how they are all laid out, though my ocd wants to straighten them up 😂.

Awww doing all your pets would be awesome and so special. She's so cute 😍.

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I wish my dogs were friendly but considering their breed there’s never much chance! @MissGremlin

Try the sealer on a little one first and then hopefully it works. I’ve got different sealer to those sites but I did start mine before they were popular. Most people didn’t know what they were. Now it’s only some people!

They were straight but as I use them I mess them up. Too time consuming to keep them straight. This section I am doing is all grass! It’s 15 rows high and 50cm long! Could take a while. It’s very similar to the rocks!

It’s a pretty good photo. I sent mum two pics to choose from and her and dad thought the same as me. So that was good. I’m hoping it prompts her to start going through them!

How’s yours going? Do you know I feel like someone is with me!

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@Captain24 it's cos they are so small everything can be a threat to them. But they are so adorable 😍.

Yes I'll definitely test it on one of the little ones first. There's a few different types so if this one doesn't work then I'll try another. Yes i started them a bit after they came out when everyone we oblivious to them. Now they are pretty popular. I'm just glad I've found someone that loves doing them too!

Haha oh I know. Keeping them straight would be impossible. That's why I'm liking the tray, it keeps them nice and neat and in order. Oohh lots of grass, nothing like some greenery 😂.

Hoping she goes through her pics so you can get some more custom ones ordered when you have the money.

I'm almost finished with this little section then I gotta see if my roast is done. I had to stop to hang the washing up. Awww, same. It's honestly so nice to have company while doing it, even though it's only online it's still connection ☺️

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They are terrible!!!! @MissGremlin I can’t trust them not to bite and because they are little and cute everyone especially kids wants to pat them. Mum has had to yell at some kids as they won’t take no for an answer! Then some people say if they are aggressive they should be out. They are fine just don’t touch them and leave them alone!

It’s so good to enjoy (yes I used that word) them with someone else.

I just counted roughly and it’s about 200 columns across! No wonder it takes forever!

I hope it’s done and tasty!

When mum and dad were here I made them come out and look at my lawn. They both said ‘shit’ apparently their lawn hasn’t grown so much. I said to them, see why I need to mow it, they both said yes!! It’s touching Pix’s belly so she is getting wet. 4 weeks ago it was completely dead with absolutely no green in it!

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@Captain24 ugh that comes down to parents not teaching their kids right. Not every dog is friendly but it doesn't mean that they shouldn't be allowed out.

Hehe that word we are starting to say more and more, it's sneaking it's way in 😂.

No wonder indeed, lots of little dots. I just finished that one section and I'm going to start another.

It's almost ready.

It doesn't take long for it to grow when there's rain and then sunshine! Poor Pix getting a wet belly 😂. Hopefully you'll be able to mow it tomorrow if you're up for it.

I'm going to finish this section and then build some of my Lego with Nightfury. Then we can do some more diamond art later if you're up for it ☺️.

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We are staring to use it. Which is really good! @MissGremlin. A positive step, even though it’s not much it’s still positive.

I like your small sections as it seems quicker to complete a section but I’m stuck in my ways (autism!) so I keep doing it the same.

I’ve decided that I am going to do it but just take lots of breaks. Do a bit and rest for an hour or so and then do a bit more. It’ll take ages but it’ll be done and I won’t have exhausted myself too much.

Oh.. that sounds good. What Lego are you building? I can’t wait to get my bonus so I can order the one I really want! I did think that maybe I’d try Lego again when I have my break. Plus some other stuff like my 3D puzzles. Just to see if the joy is back even a little. I’ll be around all day except if I need a nap so just message away when you are ready!

An awesome day of connection for you!!!

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@Captain24 yes it's a positive step. Baby steps still count no matter how small they are.

I just have to keep stopping to do things so I can't work on big sections otherwise I would. Like now I've just been interrupted and my diamond art dots got knocked over. I've just picked them all up, but I'm teary now cos it upset me so I'm pausing to take a break and eat my roast.

Taking breaks in between sounds like a good idea and make sure you keep your fluids up aswell as pain relief if you need it.

It's pooh bear that we are doing together. I wanted to get the shrek and donkey one they brought out and also the stitch one but I just can't cover it at the moment. Hopefully you can get some and maybe try when you have your break. Sometimes I take a break from things and then try again to see if it feels ok.

It's been good connecting and I'll message you once I'm ready to do some more ☺️.

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It’s the little things that can tip us over the edge especially when things are running smoothly. @MissGremlin

Pooh sounds amazing. I’ve still got about 20 kits here to build! 😂 I have obsessions about things and do t like to run out. Lego is really expensive though. The kit I want is $700! I just can’t justify that money with Pix. I would already have it if it wasn’t for vet bills!

I’ve got about 4 3D puzzles and bottles upon bottles of resin! Plus 2 mosaic kits and some tiles and a box I want to try! I have plenty to do to fill my time and slowly getting back into it sounds good. I just don’t have enough space to have it all sep up to just do what feels right on the day.

I’ll talk to you later on in the day. Have a good time

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@Captain24 it's definitely the little things.

I could never keep a Lego set not built for too ong 😂. I get obsessions about things too, hence the collection of diamond art plus ridiculous amounts of colouring, wool, cross stitch etc. Hoping Pix's vet bills will settle soon so you can save to get the kit you want.

It's good having things you can do when you feel like it and what feels right at the time.

I shall chat to you a little later sweet ❤️

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I’m going to make a start on my back yard @MissGremlin. Whipper snippering first and see how I go. Then hopefully mow some. I should be back around 5

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