I can’t cope

@Captain24 I'm glad it was really good, I'm so proud of you for going and you did amazing to organise the time too.

Today's a bigger trip so a few different places to go to, not looking forward to it. Having something to eat and then either diamond art or going to bed sounds like a good idea. I'm hoping that you're able to have a nap being that you had a rough sleep last night.

Thank you @MissGremlin My psych will be proud as well. I’m writing notes of good and bad things for my next appointment. It’s actually really nice to have good things to tell her.

A few shops is hard. I did that the other day and I actually felt good for it. It was a massive achievement to get things done that I had been putting off, it’s also getting easier. Except that I forgot to go to the vet and pay Pixies bill! 😜 They don’t care though. They know that they will get it.

@Captain24 yes she will! I'm glad you're having good things to tell her, you've come such a long way sweet.

It is hard. I'm hoping i don't forget anything today but my brain is feeling like mush so I think it's inevitable. As long as it's not something I need tonight or Sunday then that's ok cos I end up at the shops almost every day during the week. Oops to Pixies vet bill but they know you and that you'll pay.

I have come a long way just not all the time. @MissGremlin. Still a really long path to go.

I right a list of everything that I need otherwise I forget! Groceries and other stuff. I even had the pet store down, I only needed 2 things but I wrote both of them down and nearly forgot the second thing anyway!

I hope you get what you need so you don’t have to go back out.

Im a little tired. I think I’ll go and have a nap so I don’t crash later. Just a short one and hopefully that gets me though until tonight.

@Captain24 it's an up and down journey but you're still doing amazing sweet.

I forgot 1 thing that I needed for tea tonight but that's ok, just means I've slightly changed the meal plan.

Have you woken from your nap yet? Hoping you've been able to get lots of rest.

It’s always the one thing that you needed! 😂 @MissGremlin At least you can pivot.

Yeah I’ve been awake for nearly an hour, still tired though. Just sitting here doing diamond art. It’s really cold here today. Jetts curled into a little ball.

@Captain24 yes there's always one thing 😂.

I'm sorry you're still tired sweet, I'm hoping you get a better night's sleep tonight. Awww Jett being curled up into a ball. It's cool here today but the sun has still made an appearance at times. How's the diamond art going?

I really need to do something about it. Maybe I should listen and get those bloods done and that sleep test. I work all this coming week so I’ll have to try and do it in the Monday the next week. @MissGremlin

Ive done 5 colours so far and it looks like I have done some which is easier and better than the last section I did. Just about 20 more colours to go at a quick count!

How’s yours going? What’s for dinner?

@Captain24 definitely try to get those bloods done as soon a you can sweet. I need to organise another blood test for myself. The sleep test I'm hoping the doctor will actually do something about when I see him next.

Gees about 20 more colours to go still but at least you've made some good progress.

I didn't get to do any last night but I hopefully will tonight. I've put a roast beef in the oven for dinner. What's on the menu for you tonight sweet?

Yeah. I need to do it! Just should put a water bottle in front of my drinks before I go to bed and then I hopefully will remember to fast! @MissGremlin

The sleep thing might have to wait until I get a couple of weekdays off in a row.

There is lots of colours in each section if this one. I use most of the colours throughout each section. Just the bright pink ones for Pix’s tongue I don’t use.

I was just thinking about dinner and it might just be pasta and cheese for me. I can’t really be bothered and I don’t actually feel like anything else.

This is a snap shot of what I’m trying to do! Just a tiny bit of it.