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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 I'm glad you've had dinner and that you're back to where you were.

That's tricky, hopefully you can manage to do it and put it away before they come around.

I found a few on shein but none that I liked so I'll have to keep looking. I have a few now as we know what happened last time when I ran out of ones to do 😂.

I can imagine it would get very muddy out there, glad he's a good bloke though.

How's the night sky looking out there tonight?

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It’s a disaster to run out! The world feels like it will end. @MissGremlin

I’ll figure something out. I really don’t like it when they come around. But if I need something they will always turn up, At least this will be planned. I just need to be ready for them.

I put my foot in some mud that looked ok and sunk to my ankle! It’s in my boots. Some of it cats can’t drive through it they’ll get bogged!

The sky is overcast so there is nothing to look at. It’s a bit disappointing. Apparently we aren’t suppose to get any more rain tonight. Hopefully that means the roads will be safer in the morning.

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@Captain24 it definitely does feel that way.

Oh no, not the muddy boots. Hopefully no cars get bogged in it, though it could make for some entertainment 😂.

Boo to the sky being overcast, but thought it might be the case given the rain. Really hoping the roads will be a bit dryer for you when you have to drive home.

I just looked at the time, I'm worried cos I'm not tired. I'm meant to have the support worker come out tomorrow but I'm really unsure whether I'm going to be up for it.

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I was wondering when you were going to sleep. I was going to try and get some soon. @MissGremlin

Are you going to try for sleep? Have you got a new diamond art to start?

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@Captain24 hoping you can at least get a little bit of sleep.

I can't start a new one now as it's too noisy having to sort out the gems into ziplock bags. I should try for some sleep but have alot going on at the moment which is making it hard to switch off (I'm safe). I'm just laying here snuggling with Casper while keeping connected here.

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I hope so @MissGremlin. I’m so tired. When I safely get home I’m going to go straight to bed when the dogs are fed and then get up and do stuff. I can’t wash my work clothes with the rain anyway. The housework isn’t going anywhere and maybe after a good sleep ill be able to do it. I’m scared to go to sleep here incase I don’t wake up. I’m sure the rom loader will wake me up if a do miss something. I’m so tired though.

So am I helping you or helping you stay awake? Bugger about getting a new one out. Do you have one in mind or just going to grab one?

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@Captain24 going straight to bed when you get home sounds like a good idea. Everything can wait until you're ready to do it. Can you set an alarm to wake up just in case you do sleep for longer than you're meant to?

You're helping me sweet. Hmmm I'm not sure which one i want to do, there's a couple i have in mind which makes it harder to choose just one 😂.

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I’m not going to set an alarm when I go home. I’ll just wake up whenever I do. @MissGremlin. I’ll set a timer if I got to sleep here though. Just in case.

That's where just grabbing one works and then that’s the next one!

Im glad im helping. If I do stop replying that means I’ve fallen asleep but I’ll try and stay awake for you.

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@Captain24 that's what i meant, setting one for while you're at work.

I've tried that but then i grab one and decide i want to do a different one 😂.

Awww you're so sweet but please if you need to get some sleep do so, I worry about you driving home after especially when I know you're already tired.

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Oh yeah.. I’ve set a timer already to wake me up at 4 if I do sleep. If I get tired in the way home I ring mum. The sun coming up usually helps. But normally I don’t sit here all night and do absolutely nothing! @MissGremlin

That would be hard. All the other two that u have I want to do both so it won’t matter which one I pick. After I have done all the custom ones I want to do. I’ll order some pre-made and that might be different. My biggest thing is trying to find the right photos for the custom ones!

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