I can’t cope

@Captain24 It's ok sweet. I just have to be careful about what I share. It's also your birthday so lets focus on it being your special day.

Ok. Sorry @MissGremlin Didn’t mean to trigger you.

Something funny (or stupid) just happened. I talk to the dogs all the time. I’m coming or hey babies.. all sorts of things. The washing machine just beeped because it was finished. What do I do??? Sing out… I’m coming! 😂 😂 😂

@Captain24 it's ok sweet, I triggered myself.

Haha oh I'm glad I'm not the only one that says random things 😂. I have conversations with Casper 😂.

I just messaged mum and said that I think I need more medication! 😂 @MissGremlin

The dogs are happy. I just opened the front door and now they are both laying together looking out at it and barking every time a kid rides past.

Are you and your friend chatting about random stuff? Did she enjoy the concert?

@Captain24 haha don't think medication will fix that side of things 😂.

They are living the life, not a care in the world.

Theres definitely some random conversations especially as we see funny street names 😂. She didn't know many of the songs as she's alot younger than me but she still enjoyed the time away.

I think I’m beyond help @MissGremlin!

They have a great life. Well looked after and well loved by all of us. I do think they are pretty lucky. Our old vet said that when she dies she wants to come back as one of our dogs! Mum wants to buy a pup and it’s really rare and they will want all sorts of information. I think she will pass the vet recommendation!

I am so glad you are enjoying yourself. You really deserve the break. It’s nice to see and I’m sure it’s nice to feel even if it’s an uncomfortable feeling.

Street names are priceless! Is this the first time she has been away from Bub? Tell her I said hi and thanks for looking out for you!

@Captain24 i know I'm beyond help, I'm the type of crazy that can't be fixed 😂.

They do and they're very much loved. Ooohh that sounds exciting your mum wanting to buy a pup.

It's been nice to get away, the change of scenery is always welcome. I've only ever been to Queensland twice before so this was different.

There's some really funny ones out here. Yes it's the first time she's been away from bubs. She said hello. She's a good friend to me.

Oh well.. at least its funny! @MissGremlin The world would be boring without crazies!

Im hoping she does. They have decided that Keiko needs a friend as she misses my 2 when they aren’t there. She’s been talking about it so I have to gently push her.

Im so glad that you have such a good friend. It’s nice to have.

I’ve been to Melbourne once but it was just for a dance workshop. I didn’t really see much but we did go to wicked when Bert newton was in it and we also saw Billy Elliott, one of my besties old students was in it.

It’s a 12 hour drive though so I don’t really have much intention going there. I’d rather go north and coastal.

@Captain24 haha yes it would indeed.

Awww that would be awesome for Keiko to have a friend. Pix and Jett would also have another friend to play with.

Yes she's the only one I have physically other than a few online.

They all sound like awesome things to have done. It's nice being able to go somewhere different.

We didn't really go anywhere other than a couple of shops and to see my friend then the concert.

I reckon a little pup would be cute to have around @MissGremlin. Mum is worried how Keiko would go but I keep telling her to look how Pix and Jett are now.

I have my bestie who I don’t see very often. Maybe a little more now that she has moved into town. Her girlfriend is really nice to and doesn’t really know a lot of people so she likes to involve me which is awesome as she has no jealousy. I have another friend that I do lunch with sometimes and we reach out at varying times plus I have my friend from hospital that lives 4 hours away so it’s mostly contact via messenger.

I don’t really like doing much. I’m a walk around and look at the beach kind of girl. Different rocks and stuff. I despise actually shopping! My friend that I have lunch with occasionally always has to go shopping and at the expensive places! I object to paying to much for clothes and stuff. For the cost of what she spends on a couple of outfits I could get a whole wardrobe! 😂 Being on a high income hasn’t really changed me. But I’m still struggling as Pix is costing so much, my MH supports are expensive and the cost of fuel and general living is just getting so high. I did buy myself Canterbury tracksuits though as I have always wanted them!