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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Did you go out today @MissGremlin ?

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I’ve just gotten into bed. Later than I thought. My back hurts a LOT! @MissGremlin

Im sorry you feel that way. I know the shutdown feeling only to well and the nothing left. I am really sorry that I can’t hang around for you. My alarm goes off at 4:30 in the morning. I’m really sorry but I am thinking of you.

Hi @tyme.

Im sorry bud I have just gotten into bed. I have work again tomorrow. So I can’t hang around. Hope all is good in your world? I’ll see response tomorrow when I get home or maybe in the morning if I have time.

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@tyme out in the car yes for a couple of quick trips but not anywhere else.

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@Captain24 i hope you get a good sleep sweet. Sending so much love and hugs ❤️.

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Age definitely doesn’t like stairs! I’m old and I just fell down the steps in my truck. I’m really sore! I’ve hurt my back further. The Chiro was for my back but it actually didn’t fix much. However when I started work up to falling down the ladder it wasn’t really too bad @tyme

Ive been at work all day and just gotten into bed. Sorry I can’t hang around. 4:30 comes pretty quickly especially when I am so so so tired. I feel like I could sleep for days.

I should be around tomorrow night though if you are?

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Oh no, your back! That's so so bad. Back pain is the worst. Hope it's not your kidneys. Is it still the buldging dics issue?

All good, reply whenever you get to. No rush. Have a good rest and enjoy your day at work.

@Captain24

@MissGremlin - I guess out a little is better than not. Is it sunny where you are? It was super foggy this morning, and then it was super sunny today!

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@tyme it was sunny where I am today.

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I just read that you had a fall! Ow, you poor thing. 😣

Do you think you will need time off work? Or just some gentle stretching and soothing? @Captain24

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It's so interesting that you say you decided to make these changes, because that's exactly it! When we internally feel ready and have the space to try new things, so much becomes possible.

It sounds to me like a part of you feels it's the right time for you to try this approach, and I am glad it's helping. @Captain24 🥰

When they say balance is key, they really aren't kidding, are they?! haha

That is completely understandable, it's scary stuff. You are taking really positive steps towards ensuring you're safe with locks and cameras though. (And your very scary guard dogs!!)

Please keep me updated. 🫶

It sounds like so much is healing within you, little by little, every day. All I can say is that I am proud of all the work you have been doing, and I am happy that you are experiencing more lightness in your day and more closeness with mum. 🥹

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@Captain24 wrote:

I couldn’t find Jett this morning. @AuntGlow @MissGremlin @tyme @Jynx

 


What the??? How cute? @Captain24 Did he get in there himself?

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