I can’t cope

Morning @Captain24 sweet, i hear you with all of this. I'm sorry you were awake early but I hope you've been able to get some more sleep. I know the feeling of wanting to go and how strongly that urge can get or even worse when it's there constantly. But you have 2 beautiful furbabies that love you so much and you know that noone can love and care for them the way you do.

Know that i care so much about you. Sending you so much love and hugs sweetheart, I'm here for you always ❤️.

I just sitting here doing diamond art @MissGremlin. The first second of grass was 5cm high and 50cm wide. I missed 8 dots! They were the first colours I did. Pretty impressive. I’ve started in the next section of grass now.

@Captain24 I'm glad you're doing your diamond art. Only missing 8 dots isn't bad at all.

How's things feeling sweet? I know you're not yourself, I'm here with you ❤️.

I was pretty impressed. This section has some of Keikos head so it’s not all grass just about 75% @MissGremlin

Yeah, I’m not myself today but it is what it is.

@Captain24 yay for at least being some of keikos head. I think grass is the equivalent to having lots of sky, both colours get monotonous after a while 😂.

I'm here for whatever you need today sweetheart ❤️.

As much as it’s going to be painful, I think Jett is going to look awesome with a grass border. It kinda looks like camouflage. @MissGremlin

Thanks. Just trying to focus a diamond art and be gentle with myself. Just see how the day pans out. I did have breakfast though.

@Captain24 yes it's going to look awesome, I can't wait to see it finished ☺️.

That's a good idea, just take things one step at a time. I'm glad you had breakfast sweet, I've just made an iced coffee for myself.

Jetts quite a few weeks away yet. I think the next one is Jett and Keiko. I think that was the other one in that box. @MissGremlin. This one is turning out quite well considering the sand and Keikos hair are a similar colour. Up close you can’t really tell but if you step away you can. The top of her is going to look really good though. Just have to see how her eyes turn out as the hair is black all around them.

I hope the iced coffee is good. I just had weetbix with condensed milk. That all I’ve really got for breakfast stuff as I usually only eat breakfast before work. I’m thinking I might try for some lunch in a little while just as some self care but we will see what happens.

@Captain24 it's always so exciting to see the picture come together. Hopefully her eyes turn out well.

The iced coffee is nice. That's a perfectly ok breakfast. Having some lunch sounds like a good idea, I'm going to have lunch before I head to the shops, I have crumpets to have.

Crumpets are good. I like them with butter and Vegemite. @MissGremlin

Unusually don’t look at the picture until it’s done but I was worried about the sand at the bottom. When we were at the beach last she ran up this soft sand dune. Mum had to let her lead go and I had to follow her. I fell up the dune! 😜 But she just laid at the top taking in the view. That’s what this photo is of. So it comes with memories.