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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 yes there's a massive amount of them here at the moment and of course my neighbours have fruit trees. 60-80 a night, that's crazy. I get one inside every 6 months if I'm lucky, they sneak in when I take Casper out to the toilet.

I have cooler bags but I need them for my shopping. Don't have an esky. There's heaps of stuff so it needs to be big boxes or containers.

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I've had it layered and trimmed as short as possible but still enough to tie it into a ponytail. Next step is to shave it all off @MissGremlin !

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I would be too scared even to use a trap because I don't want to see a dead one @MissGremlin

The reason why I'm so scared of them is because I stepped on one in bare feet once! I freaked out!

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I will try. @Jynx. I’m never going to get anywhere if I don’t try things. There is only so far I’m able to push. I want to be really careful with stepping outside the box, I’m in a world of hurt and don’t want to go backwards but need to step outside to get in the right path but I think it needs to be cautiously if that makes sense.

I really don’t like afternoon appointments. It’s not so bad when it’s Telehealth because I just have to be in a couple of minutes before hand but it’s still a pain!

Im trying really hard here. I set myself up so my first day off is busy and I can get all the house cleaned, washing and ironing done, bed linen changed and dogs bathed. Then I have nothing until my last day of when I have to clean again and get ready for work. I also do try to leave the house once a day. That’s not going to happen this weekend though.

It’s a sporting event that’s really only of interest to the participants. But they come from far a wide and some have been since they started it!

Freezer meals are fine. I don’t cook anyway! Lol

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I’ve never tried her on raw chicken wings. My last dog choked on them so I’ve never had them since! @tyme

I go back to work on Monday. For 2 days then 2 nights.

I told miss gremlin that I’d be around for them as they have had a really bad day. When they are ready for bed I’ll be going too. I didn’t even have a nap this afternoon so I was here.

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They were everywhere. It was really bad. They were eating the wires in cars and everything. Now it looks like it’s going to happen again. Hopefully not. @MissGremlin

Im getting stuck here for ideas! I think I’m out.

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@tyme oh I've been so close to shaving my hair off and starting again 😂.

Can definitely understand that fear then, I couldn't imagine standing on one. Icky.

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@Captain24 hopefully not.

I'm starting my routine for bed now. Are you going to head to bed sweetheart?

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Are you ready for me to go? I can still hang around if you need. @MissGremlin

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I'm going now too. Goodnight @Captain24 @MissGremlin

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